“You were saying?”
“Please, don’t think I’m a creep because it’s not the case.”
“That sounds promising.”
“I’ve been a fan of DR since their debut, and since I was well aware that they work with Frank Williams, I asked him about it.” I lift a hand to stop him from making a snarky comment. “Before you say anything, no, I had no idea it was you. At first, I was just curious and inquiring about my favorite author. It’s during the party that I put one and one together when Williams told me the event was to celebrate the revelation of DR’s identity.”
The skepticism in his tone is impossible to miss as he asks, “But how did you know it wasme? It could’ve been anyone in the room. You can hardly expect me to believe you since this is rather absurd.”
“I may not look like it, but I have an excellent memory. I knew every single person in that room, except for you.” I smirk when his eyes widen. “I simply assumed, and youjustconfirmed it.”
A stunned grin spreads over his lips as he scoffs in disbelief and munches on his fries. “You sly fucker. I have to admit I’m freaked out but also impressed?”
“Thank you.”
I hate lying to him but it’s not nearly the time to reveal the truth yet. His memories are unstable and his feelings for me unknown. I can’t risk ruining everything now.
Satisfied with the outcome of the conversation, he grabs his burger and bites a chunk of it, smiling and reveling in the taste. He makes the food look like a treat from heaven, so I take a bite myself and gasp audibly.
“Right?” He swallows and laughs. “Best burgers in the city. And guess what, they’re vegan!”
“Really? I wouldn’t have noticed if you hadn’t told me.” I peek at my plate then watch him as I ask, “Areyouvegan?”
He nods fervently. “Yep. Have been for a few years now. I hope you don’t mind. Although, I don’t know why you should.”
“Of course not. I think you’re outstanding for choosing to forgo animal products.”
“Actually,” he says, dipping a fry in his sauce, “there’s something you need to know since you seem set on conquering my heart. I usually don’t kiss someone after they’ve consumed non-vegan food.”
“Really? Guess I’m going vegan then.”
Aoi makes a startled sound and stares at me with bewilderment. “You don’t have to do that for me.”
“Yes, I do,” I counter. “Your comfort and happiness are my priority. Besides, the rape, torture, and slaughter of animals hasnever appealed to me anyway. Ergo, I’ve been a vegetarian for two years. I tend to avoid cow milk and eggs as well. Going vegan shouldn’t be too much of a hassle, and this way, we can have all of our meals together.”
The smile that lights up his face sends a meteor shower of butterflies through every parcel of my being. “Thank you. Sincerely.”
“Anything for you.” I enjoy the rest of our lunch and listen attentively each time he stops eating to tell me random facts about the books we bought.
Fortunately, Aoi is still the same sunshine I met eleven years ago and that warms up the frost that took root in the void his absence left behind.
30
Visha
A well fed Aoi is a happy Aoi, and I better keep that in mind because he willingly interlaces our fingers as we stroll back to the car.
My stomach flutters the entire time I think of what’s about to come. “I want to bring you somewhere special.”
“Where?” he asks, tilting his head adorably. “And don’t tell me it’s a surprise.”
“But itisa surprise. It’s not fun if I tell you. Now close your eyes and trust me.”
“Are you crazy? I’m not gonna follow you blindly!”
“You absolutely are.” I sneak up behind him and put my hands over his eyes, grinning when he giggles. “Trust me, Aoi. You’re going to love this.”
“How do you know?”