My world tipped on its axis. Every push into my hole sent wave after wave of bliss through me. I was flying. The assault of his hips and dick drove me farther up the bed, which creaked under the rough movements. His hands were brands on my waist, reminding me of who I belonged to.
Everything was perfect.
After being on edge for so long, I was losing all control. My balls tightened and my dick jerked, and then my orgasm crashed in on me hard. I didn’t have to touch myself. Streams of cum splashed across the sheets beneath me.
I moaned, groaned, and whimpered. The sounds that spilled from my lips were more beast than human, but my hunger for him ruined any humanity I had left in me by that point. I might’ve been chanting “Daddy” as I exploded, but I wasn’t entirely sure.
Zayn wasn’t far behind. He tensed, then came, and it took me a moment to remember he was wearing a condom. We’d neverdone it bare, so I didn’t know why I was surprised, but I was also a little disappointed, too. I’d have to ask him about doing it without protection after we got tested.
He trembled against my back as I took the brunt of his weight. My knees couldn’t take it anymore and I collapsed onto the bed. We both grunted, and then he laughed lightly in my ear and kissed the skin below.
“Oh, boy, you’re perfect.”
I keened. Fuck, what had he done to me? I’d never cared what someone else thought about me.
After a moment, he slid out of my ass, and I hissed. He dumped the condom before going to get a cloth. He moved me like a puppet as he wiped me down, and I was too tired to do anything but let him control my limbs. I felt vulnerable in a way I couldn’t remember ever experiencing, but it wasn’t scary. It was comforting. Soon, I was lying against his chest on fresh sheets.
“You were so good.” He stroked my cheek, and I moaned in a mixture of tiredness and happiness. “For that, I got you a present.”
I glanced up at him, yawning. “What, Daddy?”
He grinned. He looked good like this, hair mussed from sex and an expression of pure bliss on his face. “I talked to Hannibal, who gave me a direct line to Uhlig. And we arranged a date where you and I are welcome to the asylum as guests.”
I raised both of my eyebrows and gaped at him. “How? It’s all swanky booze and expensive snacks for rich fucks. He’s a ruthless son of a bitch and doesn’t let just anyone in there.”
“The almighty dollar talks, boy.” He stroked my chin and pinched it with two fingers, his eyes softening. “And anything you want, I’ll make happen. So, we’re having a date there in a few weeks. He tells me it’s quite the event they’re having.”
I was speechless. There were about a million things I wanted to say, but I couldn’t get any of them out of my mouth. He’d done something for me I’d thought was impossible.
I tilted my chin up and kissed his jaw. “Thank you, Daddy. I’m so lucky.”
He pressed his lips against mine. “I’m the lucky one, boy. I love you.”
“Love you, too, Daddy.” I wanted to ask him what was next for Goldie, but I closed my eyes instead. Whatever he had planned, he’d tell me when he was ready.
I trusted him, and he was the first person who made me feel like I could.
22
ZAYN
Keaton and I held Ginny’s hands as we bounced a few feet into the air on the trampoline. Nearby, a group of kids shrieked in delight as they tossed a bright pink basketball back and forth, entertaining background noise from our successful excursion to the indoor jump park.
“Are you having a happy birthday, pumpkin?” I half shouted to be heard above the dance music that abruptly started playing.
“Yes!” She beamed at me as her pigtails flopped up and down with each jump. “Let’s bounce! I’m six now, so let’s bounce six times!”
“We’re already bouncing,” Keaton pointed out, but he was grinning. He looked amazing in a workout shirt made of some clingy, shiny green fabric. And let’s not get started on the sweatpants. I had to keep my eyes averted since we were in a family friendly atmosphere. His attention landed on me and he stuck out his tongue.
A warm glow burst to life in the spot where my heart was racing. The love I felt for these two was taking over my whole existence. I shouldn’t be so ready for the responsibility of a smallchild—considering my sinister hobby—but I was tired of running from city to city alone so I could kill and move on again.
I still felt as if I had good reason to do what I was doing. I was justified.
But I needed something new.
I needed life instead of death, and I’d been lucky enough to find it.
“Make them humongous bounces!” Ginny jumped with all her might, and in between laughing, we counted to six before we all fell down on our butts.
