He shuffled back farther on the couch and gestured to the space in front of him. “Come here. Now.”
The authoritative tone in his voice sent a shiver down my spine. I stood, my knees wobbling in excitement as I slowly made my way over to him. He spread his legs, and I let out a long, shaky breath as I sat between them, eyeing the bulge in his boxers. His cock was amazing, and I’d taken the time to explore it since the first time I’d given him a blowjob, and I couldn’t get enough of the heaviness on my tongue or the bitter flavor of his precum teasing my taste buds.
He rubbed himself before finally reaching inside the waistband and dragging the thick flesh out. He was so hard that his foreskin was tucked under the pink, flushed head. Precum was already building in the slit. “Put it in your mouth, Hanii. Show me how much you want to eat my cum.”
The shudder that trembled down my spine was more violent this time, an exploding- fireworks desire. Need flooded my insides, making me squirm. My cock throbbed, hard and trapped in my own pants, and as much as I wanted to pull myself out, I was scared that I would come immediately if I did.
He shook his hard-on at me.
A moan slipped out from between my lips, and I hadn’t even gotten it in my mouth yet. Flushing in embarrassment, I leaned down and ran the tip of my nose along his length, caressing his sensitive skin. When I got to the base, I darted my tongue out for a lick, and he swore. Smiling, confidence drove me to take the head between my lips, sucking him gently at first before I let more slide in until my gag reflex kicked in.
“Fuck yeah, baby. Take me. Eat me. Show me how much you want my dick in your sweet little mouth.”
I moaned and gagged when he hit the base of my throat, but he pulled back, giving me time to breathe, before he shoved in again. The attack on my mouth was more dominant than any of the other times we’d done this, and even though ithurt, I relaxed and closed my eyes, letting him fuck my throat as much as he wanted.
He took advantage of my stillness, clasping the sides of my head and using me as his own personal sex toy. Pleasure simmered inside me, and I clenched my fingers on my thighs as sensations I’d never experienced assaulted every sense in my body. The way he dominated me and used me for his own desire was the sexiest thing.
“Fuck yeah, you’re a little whore. Aren’t you? Taking my dick, wanting to eat my cum for dinner. You want it, don’t you?” His tone turned harsh and breathy, and I whimpered.
I didn’t have the chance to taste him with how violently he was thrusting into my throat, and my gagging must’ve turned him on more because every time I made a choking sound, he groaned. My cock throbbed, pressure building in my balls. Every part of me wanted this, but I alsocravedsomething else. What would it be like to have him in my ass? Would he thrust the same way?
I groaned and tugged my head back. He didn’t stop me, even though disappointment flashed across his face. He was probably close to coming.
Wiping my mouth with the back of my hand, I offered him a shy smile. My throat ached and it hurt to swallow, but my cock took the pain and ran with it, firming up harder, if that was possible. “I think.... I think we should have sex.”
He froze, eyes widening. The silver rings in his eyebrows glittered under the soft lights of the living room and the curve of his lips became more prominent when he smiled. The wordBurnon his neck caught my eye when he tilted his chin back and flashed me his white teeth. “Yeah? You sure?”
No.Terror mixed in with the pleasure and anxiety that twisted in my chest. I wasn’t a virgin, at least, in terms of straight sex, but I was the onegivingthen, and I wanted to take Yukio’s cock tonight—and a lot of other nights, too. Sure, I’d used toys, but this was different. There was a person attached to this hard-on, and his would be warm, unlike the silicone dildos I’d used in the past. He would feel what it was like to be in me.
“I think so.” I laughed nervously and rubbed the back of my neck, heat spreading across my cheeks. The rawness of my throat reminded me of what I was excited about every time I swallowed. “Actually, yes. I am sure. I want this.”
He sat up and threw a leg off the couch. After he’d maneuvered himself to stand, he reached for me, sliding his hand into mine. I let him help me to my feet before he slowly and carefully led me to the bedroom as though I was about to flee.
When he got me into the bedroom and closed the door, he pounced. He swung me around and shoved me against the wall, and I gasped when he wrapped a hand around my neck, fingers not digging in deeply enough to hurt, but hard enough to keep me pliant under his touch. His rings were smooth and unusual against my skin, and they were a sharp shock to my system. He slammed his mouth against mine, and I moaned, grabbing his shoulders to get leverage as he devoured me as though he was sucking my soul out of my body. He ate my lips, hungry, and the tip of his cock slapped against my lower abs, my T-shirt blocking any contact between us.
He broke the kiss to nibble on my bottom lip. “You’ve got one more chance. You can back out, but after this, I’m going to take you over there—” He pointed at the queen-sized bed in the center of my room, draped in light blue blankets, which happened to be my favorite color. “—and fuck you until you come screaming my name.”
I shuddered. Excitement shot straight to my balls, making them heavier. I hesitated, and concern twisted his lips, but I quickly shook my head, which only made it worse because he went to step away from me. I grabbed his wrist, keeping his hand on my neck, and sighed. “I’m a virgin. Well.” I laughed abruptly at the ridiculousness of it. “A gay virgin. I’ve had straight sex. With a woman. That’s what straight sex means. Gods, I’m making a fool of myself.”
“You aren’t.” He shushed me by placing a finger over my lips. “I’ll be careful with you.”
I shook my head again. “I don’t want you to.” I gripped his fingers tighter at my neck. “Ineedyou to fuck me like you mean it. Fuck me and hold me down and just... own me.”
Did I sound too desperate? I winced when his hand slid up my neck and gripped my jaw. His hold was tight and hurt, as if he was punishing me for being embarrassed to ask for what I need, and his brown eyes were intense with a desire that had me gasping.
“This is what I’m going to do for you, Hanii. I’ll do all of that, and then, when I’m done fucking the cum out of you, I’m going to let you spoon me for the night. Tomorrow night after the band plays, I’m going to take you on a date. Anywhere you want to go. You and me.”
I sighed in pleasure when he laid a kiss on my cheek, then another on my mouth. “But I like what we do now. Watching movies and staying at home. Does that make me boring?”
He chuckled and smoothed his thumb along my cheekbone. “No, but that doesn’t mean we can’t go out every once in a while, does it? There’s gotta be something you like doing.”
I frowned, but before I could stop to think about it more, he slanted his mouth over mine and stole a hard kiss. I melted against him, groaning, and his hand slid back to my neck, grabbing hold again. He pressed against me, and his bare cock got trapped between our bodies. The friction must have felt wonderful because he moaned and rolled his hips.
He broke the kiss and grasped my neck tighter, using the grip to turn me again and shove me toward the bed. I didn’t get to the mattress before he stopped me by grabbing my shirt and tugging it viciously over my head. He manipulated my limbs the way he wanted, and I let him, my control firmly in his palms. He was in charge, and I was his to do what he wanted with. He went for my pants next, and there was no finesse in the way he grappled with the button and zipper, but when he finally had them undone, he shoved the pants down. I stepped out of my clothing, nerves causing my toes to curl and my stomach to clench.
He ran his hands over my hips, then grabbed a handful of my hard cock in my pink briefs, and I moaned, rocking forward.
“Bed. Now.” The order came out as more of a growl than actual words, but I understood.
