I snapped my eyes open and grabbed his face, yanking it toward me so I could kiss him hard. His mouth melded against mine and his tongue shoved into my mouth, staking his claim on me. My cock scratched against his jeans, and I huffed, rolling my hips to seek the friction.
My back pain returned, but it wasn’t my focus. Need and desire were more important right now, and I wasn’t going to stop until I had Jules’s cock inside me. I’d die if it didn’t happen soon.
“Lube,” he whispered against my mouth, and I whimpered.
“No.”
“Yes.” His tone left no room to argue. “I’m not going to hurt you any more than you already are. Not tonight, Ari. We need you better if you want to fight.”
I frowned in frustration but didn’t open my mouth to contradict him. He left me there, legs open and hanging off the table with my cock exposed. He winked and backed away, heading out of the kitchen. I sighed and rested my feet on a chair as I slowly sat up, then carefully took off my shirt. Once I was completely naked, I flopped back down and closed my eyes, laying a hand on my chest, feeling the rise and fall of every breath I took. I focused on my heartbeat, a strongthump,thumpagainst my palm. My brain might be different from everyone else’s, but my heart looked and acted the same.
“What are you doing?”
I grinned and opened my eyes again, waving Jules forward. He came closer, and I grabbed his hand, placing it on my chest where mine had been. “Feel that?”
“Yes,” he murmured, and I took a deep breath.
“I’m human, just like them. My mind works differently, but I breathe andlivelike everyone else in this godforsaken place we call Earth.”
He shook his head, and I stared when his mouth curled to one side in a smirk. “No, you’re not like everyone else, my sweet little killer. You’re better. Stronger. Smarter. You’re a god compared to them.” He curled his fingers on my chest, nails biting into my skin. “I adore you.”
The words had me shuddering so violently I thought I would come right then and there. I wrapped my fingers around his wrist and held his hand against my chest. “Please fuck me, Master. I need it.”
He waved the bottle of lube, and I bit my lip, eager to feel him inside me. I lifted my legs, digging the underside of my feet around the edge of the table as he shoved his pants down and stepped out of them. It was difficult to tear my eyes off him, and I didn’t want to because the way he moved was fluid and concise. He talked about me being a god, but he was much more than even that. He was my Master—a Master of a god—and when he slid off his shirt, his muscles straining and his soft, fuzzy belly shifting with the movement, my mouth watered until I was afraid I’d drool.
But he didn’t open the lube to coat his cock. Instead he reached down to my pants and shoved his hand into the pocket, pulling out my pocketknife. I liked this one because it had a red handle and reminded me of blood. I had a few knives, but the one he held was probably my favorite. He flashed the weapon at me, and I smirked, sucking in a breath through my teeth.
“What are you going to do with that, Master?” I teased.
He stepped in closer and the blade flipped out, glinting dangerously. “I’m going to prove to you how perfect you are. Stay very still, that’s an order.”
I inhaled deeply and lay back on the table, watching as he placed the knife on the wood beside my thigh before he flicked open the lube bottle. He prepared his cock, slicking it up with just enough lube that he wouldn’t tear my skin before he threw the container onto one of the chairs.
“I’m going to own you in every way I can, little killer.” He gripped my throat, and I groaned as he shifted my left leg to his shoulder. I moved the right one to the opposite side, and he lined himself up to my unprepared hole. He shoved into my body, and while it wasn’t as rough as he’d fucked me in the past, it still hurt. His width opened me and the pain from my back was a distant memory, replaced with a combination of pleasure and agony as his cock speared into me until he was balls deep. My senses went crazy, like a million fireworks exploding all at once, and I arched my back, ignoring the sharp pain that shot up my spine.
“Oh fuck, Master.”
His eyes glittered knowingly and he picked up the knife, twisting it in his hand so the blade glinted in the lights again. “It’s time I officially owned you, my sweet little killer.”
He brought the weapon down and I watched as the tip touched my chest, right above my heart. The cold steel was a pleasant contrast to the heat of my skin, but it was nothing compared to the sharp bite of discomfort as he pressed in a little deeper and dragged the blade across my flesh. “This heart of yours, the one that you claim beats like everyone else’s, ismine.”
He cut a line into my chest and blood welled, beading at the shallow slice the knife left behind, and when he was done, he did another cut in the opposite direction. When the knife hit the other slice and pulled at my skin, I cried out and shuddered—he was slicing anXabove my heart.
“Whose is it?” He shoved his hips forward and his cock nudged my prostate.
I let out a yelp of pleasure and shivered. “Yours, Master.Yours.”
He flashed the knife at me again, and this time the blade’s edge was coated red with my blood. The sight had my cock twitching, and I grabbed the base, tugging at it furiously.
“Fuck, Master.”
The tiny bit of blood left in my head pounded while the rest rushed south. My balls hung heavy, and I didn’t think I’d ever felt my cock so hard. Every inch of my skin heated with desire. I wanted more.
“This—” He pointed at my cock with the blade. “—is mine, too.” He touched the knife to the skin above my trimmed pubic hair and pushed the blade in again. I groaned, clenching my eyes closed as the agony settled into my bones. The hurt fueled the pleasure, and I wasn’t sure how much longer I could go on like this. He hadn’t even started thrusting in my hole and I was ready to bust. The blade slid across my lower belly, but I kept my eyes closed, letting him work. I didn’t know what he was slicing into my skin, but I didn’t care. I would let him do anything right now.
I wanted everything he gave me.
Pleasure.
