With a gasp that had me feeling stupid, I did as he said and braced my hands against the wall. I wasn’t disappointed because the next thing I knew warm breath gusted across my left asscheek. He licked there, and I shifted back to shove my butt toward him, and he chuckled and buried his face between my cheeks. My entire body flashed white hot as he snuffled and his breath ghosted over my skin, then the hot fire of his tongue slashed over my hole. I dropped my head with a groan and spread my legs as far as I could. For a while there was nothing but the wet perfection of his mouth on one of the most sensitive spots on my body, and then his thick fingers were loosening me to take him. Something slick eased into my ass, but... it wasn’t lube.
“Is that my cum?” I moaned and my dick gave a harsh pulse as he used a hand on my hip to encourage me to turn. My dick was already plump again. He got to his feet, and I stared, mesmerized, as he stroked what was left of my cum on his dick, making it gleam.
“I don’t know if this will work.” I swallowed hard. “You aren’t small.”
He snorted and for a second he had a cocky grin that reminded me a hell of a lot of Cillian, but he crowded against me, sucking at my bottom lip. As he raised one of my legs to his hip, the kiss turned into something sweeter and he danced his lips over mine.
“Trust me,” he murmured against my mouth. “I’ll stop if it’s too much.”
We stared at each other, and even though he had to be ready to sink deep into my body, he waited for me to say something. I cleared my throat and clutched at his shoulders as he pushed forward, tugging at my other leg. By the time we were done rearranging ourselves, I was propped up between him and the wall with my legs around his solid waist, and his wide cockhead nudging at my hole. I shook with nerves and the muscle tension of holding myself up on his body because he took his hands away from my ass, but I was able to keep myself in place by grasping on to him.
He chuckled. “You scared?”
There was no use lying, so I nodded. “But I trust you. All the time I trust you to know what’s right, Aspen. You know that don’t you?”
Something shifted on his face, and he was so difficult to read, not like Vail or Rowen—or hell, even Cillian. The smile he gave me had my heart going light. “Good. I trust you, too.”
Leaning in, I attacked his mouth and unclenched to let gravity do its job, then gasped as he pushed inside me, tensing up again. This wasn’t anything like using lube, but I’d gotten used to relaxing my muscles and forced myself to do it. We went slow—real slow. It seemed to take forever, and I felt every single inch of him in my hole when my ass rested tight to his groin. Bliss had closed my eyes and he peppered kisses over my eyelids.
“Okay?”
“Yeah. Not fast, please not fast. I... this is okay, though.”
He pressed more of his weight against me, and I hissed. Finally we worked out that if I hooked both arms around his neck, he could put pressure on my shoulders and fuck. The stretch of my asshole with the angle and lack of lube was different enough that it made me narrow all my focus on where he filled me. My dick throbbed each time his cockhead pummeled my prostate, and Aspen licked his tongue into my mouth until I sucked on it, desperate for any piece of him I could get into my body. It felt amazing, but after a while the cum was gone and the slide of his skin against my rim started to twinge. Less than a minute later it fucking burned.
“You okay?”
I thought about lying because I wanted him to feel good after how amazing he’d been earlier, but I shook my head. “No, it hurts.”
Aspen groaned but pulled out while I held on to him, and not long later I had both feet on the floor. My legs shook while my dick stood up to try to touch the ceiling. I was happy kissing Aspen, so that’s what I did, going after his mouth again while I stroked his dick. It felt amazing any time he was touching me, and when he wrapped his hand around my shaft I was close to blowing my load for the second time. I squeezed his hard flesh just to feel the solid heat.
He backed off and rested his forehead against mine, and I stared into his deep brown eyes while pleasure rushed my body. I arched up against his hand, and he hummed out a satisfied sound as my eyes slipped closed and I pumped cum into his palm a second time, and then I groaned when he knocked my hand away and used my spunk to stroke himself.
“Get on your knees,” he growled out.
I fell so fast it hurt and opened my mouth. He didn’t shove in the way I’d expected, instead a thick rope of cum landed on my face. A splash of musk coated my tongue, and I closed my eyes while he shot four more times onto my face, and then he chuckled. “That’s fucking beautiful.”
Swallowing, I stood, and he kissed me while his spunk dripped off my cheeks. For a few minutes he held me and ran a hand over my ass, sinking his fingers into my left cheek occasionally. There was a box of tissues on a small table near a chair in the corner of the room, and with one last kiss on my cheek, he went over there and came back with a couple. I stood still, not knowing what to say, while he wiped my face off. When he dropped a kiss on my nose, I gripped his arms.
“You stopped when it wasn’t good.”
“Yeah,” he said, but it sounded more likeso fucking what?
My throat tried to close up and I had to clear it. He kissed me again, and after a while he let me breathe. I found my pants, and it took a few tries to step into them and get decent. He watched me while I clipped the insulin pump back where it belonged. I didn’t bother putting my shoes on, just snagged them off the floor to carry along with me. Aspen opened the door for me, and I was feeling so dopey I almost stumbled out into the hallway, but then my knees remembered what they were useful for and I caught myself. I laughed as he wrapped an arm around my waist.
When we opened the door to our suite laughter spilled out over us, Vail’s joyful chuckles ringing louder than everyone else’s. A bizarre blue light filled the living room and it took me a second to realize all the bulbs in the lamps had been switched out with black lights. Vail stood on one of the couches in a pair of boxers that were glowing bright, and I thought maybe they were white. The confetti dildo wobbled high above his head and glowed brilliantly, the different colors of confetti a strange and alien light. Cillian was laughing as hard as Rowen, and I almost swallowed my tongue because he so rarely sounded happy. Cillian was naked on the couch with a Fleshlight on his dick. He must’ve found the bags I’d brought home from my trip with Conall and decided to raid out whatever he wanted. I stared transfixed as he moved the dick sleeve on his length.
“What is this, toy time?” I asked and barged in. “And I wasn’t invited?”
Aspen squeezed me around the middle.
“Isn’t it great?” Vail asked, bouncing in place in a way that had Rowen holding out his hand and making a “be careful” sort of noise, but he was still laughing too hard to speak actual words. “Conall sent the lights over, look how awesome it is!”
Aspen began to chuckle as he closed the door, and together we went over to Vail and hugged him. His skin was soft and warm, and I pressed my lips to his belly while he danced on the spot, still having a good time wiggling the dildo all around. Cillian chuckled and groaned.
“Aye, it is toy time. Where did ye get lost, baby boy Maher?” he purred, and the way he stared at me while he pumped the Fleshlight on his dick had me digging my toes in against the floor. “It’s my favorite time of the day.”
Vail wiggled the dildo near my cheek and bopped me with it. “I told Cillian he could use this to fuck me, want to watch?” His white smile flashed an oddly bright color under the strange lights.
