Vail snickered as we rearranged ourselves, and I felt very much like I was putting my faith in Aspen and Vail, and even Rowen. My entire body tingled. Vail opened his arms and hugged me close as I settled on top of his slim muscles and my hard dick bumped against his. We ground against each other, slow and easy, and the tease was incredible. Someone popped my asscheek with a slap, and I shot back an elbow, only to have Aspen dodge out of the way.
“Sorry!” I gasped out.
“It’s only us here, relax,” he said. I’d expected him to be irritated, but he only grinned down at me.
“Ye’ll never get them both in yer hole if ye can’t let go a bit,” Rowen said. I glared at him, and in true Rowen fashion, he remained unruffled, merely staring steadily back.
“How would you know? You don’t even bottom.”
He had the good grace to look sheepish and shrugged. “Aye, but I’ve been in Vail with ye before, ye muppet.”
“Oh. It’s different from this end,” I shot back and shook my ass a little.
“It’s going to feel really good,” Vail said, and his excitement was catching. His feet danced around and jiggled the bed. Aspen behind me was kind of normal, and I wasn’t sure what Rowen was doing until he slid higher and his dick came near my face. Vail gave me a wicked smirk and leaned over to suck him in, and I stared in awe as Vail expertly tongued at that foreskin that had baffled me. Heat streaked through my gut. He knew Rowen and sucked him in a way that instantly had his breath catching in the back of his throat. The competitive part of me wanted to do at least as well as that.
But then Aspen’s fingers were at my hole, splitting me open with three right out of the gate. I hugged Vail, and he stopped sucking Rowen to hold me. I felt vulnerable in a way I never had before as Aspen used way more lube than we usually did. He spent a couple of minutes prepping me, and all the while Vail rocked his dick against mine, driving me crazy and making my thighs shake with the need to get off. At some point Vail went back to sucking Rowen, and I leaned up to tongue along the part of Rowen’s shaft that didn’t fit in his mouth. Rowen groaned and dropped his head back, and I shuddered as Aspen removed his fingers from my ass.
“Fallon, slide a little farther up the bed. Vail’s going in first. This should let us take it easy on you.”
“Okay,” I said.
Rowen massaged my shoulder, and I found myself smiling at him because I didn’t hate this. Far from it. A cockhead nudged at my hole, and I could tell by the size and pressure it was Vail. Normally I didn’t bottom for him this way—he liked me on my back—so I was feeling off-kilter, but Aspen’s strong hands on my hips let me blow out a long breath. Vail eased into my body the way he usually did, careful and considerate. He didn’t shove in. Instead he liked to tease my hole, and I dropped my face against the crook of his neck. Not much time passed and Vail tipped his head back, moaning as he filled me. Rowen slid close enough to slap his dick against Vail’s lips, and I let out a sigh at the sight of him sucking down that wood I’d already had in my mouth.
Then Aspen’s thick cockhead nudged against my hole and he rubbed a steadying hand along my spine. “Push out when I try to go in.” Calm. To the point. That was my Aspen—but he was also big. Swallowing hard, I nodded. Vail began to massage my thighs, and Rowen carded his hand through my hair. I let out a long breath.
“You do this so easily,” I whispered to Vail, and he chuckled. The laugh lines at the corners of his eyes that usually weren’t visible made him seem slightly older, more like he should know what he was doing, and that was comforting in a situation like this. I could feel him quivering under me; he obviously wanted to thrust but was somehow finding the strength to hold off.
“You’re doing amazing. I used to play with a lot of toys,” he said, then licked at Rowen’s cockhead. I sucked in a deep breath. I’d never paid that much attention in the past, but right now Rowen’s foreskin didn’t cover the entire excited glans. I liked how exposed it looked, like it needed a warm, wet place to go or it would get cold. I bit my lip.
“Oh.”
“Do you play with toys?”
I glanced into Vail’s face, and when another hand rubbed along my back, I relaxed more against Vail. Rowen stroked his fingertips along my side. “No, not really,” I whispered.
“That’s why it seemed easier for me.” He smiled. “I was just used to having more in my ass, probably.”
Those dirty words coming from him were sexy, and apparently Rowen agreed because he moaned.
“Ye don’t need no toys now, do ye, angel?”
“No, I don’t,” he agreed with a happy sigh and finally lost the battle, driving himself deeper into me. It felt good, and I’d gotten used to Aspen’s cockhead nudging at my hole.
“Push out,” Aspen said softly, and I tried to do as he said. More lube was added. Fingers. I melted against Vail as he began to thrust shallowly. It was strange and wonderful to have everyone focused on me like I was important, and a weird lump formed in my throat. They’d all come to the hospital, too. I wanted to ask emotional, sentimental questions. Ask Vail to tell me he loves me. Blurt out to Aspen that I loved him as he slid his fingers into my body alongside Vail’s dick. Ask Rowen if he at least liked me a little, since I’d sucked his dick. His friendly hand on my side told me he probably did. When the hell had that happened? He used to just call me aneejitand a muppet and tell me to shut up before I pissed off Cillian. He still did those things, but now he sounded as if he enjoyed it. I shivered, and Vail picked up his pace.
Aspen scooted closer and the heat of his chest along my back was soothing, but then he began to push for real, and I froze.
“Let go,” he whispered in my ear. “You want me in you, don’t you, boy?”
I nodded frantically because while this had maybe started as a pride issue, it had progressed to something else in my shaken-up mind. I’d had a lot happen today, and right now I was surrounded by the scent of men who liked me enough to want to fuck me and get off with me. I needed them all inside me to prove this was real and actually happening. Rowen and Aspen had literally saved me from dying. Vail would’ve, too, if he’d have known I was in danger, but I never wanted to see him staring at a dead man I’d killed. I shivered as somehow Aspen’s dick spread my hole and slid into my body with Vail’s.
“It’s too much,” I gasped.
“Don’t move,” Vail said to Aspen, and it wasn’t the usual gentle, sexy tone he had in bed—he meant it. “You’ll get used to it.”
I figured he knew what he was talking about—I’d seen him stuffed this way more than once, after all—so I let him whisper sweet things in my ear without paying much attention to what they were. All my focus was on my absolutely full asshole. It didn’t exactly hurt but it wasn’t good yet, either. Vail always moaned like it was the best thing ever. Aspen’s strong hands landed on my shoulders and massaged me for a while, and I floated as adrenaline seductively weaved through my body and a warm sensation began to flow over me. My mind drifted, and at some point Aspen started to fuck me.
“Suck on Rowen. It helps, I think,” Vail said, and he moaned as I turned my head. Somehow I ended up with my cheek pressed against Vail’s. I got a warm, musky burst of precum on my tongue as I slid it around the firm flesh of Rowen’s dick, and then I sucked him in. Aspen had a slow, steady pace, but every time he slid into my body a rush of heat from my ass surged along my dick, and the sensation sizzled and felt too fucking good—too big. I panted and sucked, and Vail slid his hands down to palm my ass. I almost died when he tugged on my cheeks because it made my hole feel just slightly more stretched, and I shuddered and wrapped my arms around him, all while sucking as hard as I could on Rowen’s cockhead.
