He glared at me over his shoulder. “Will youpleasefuck me?”
“You got lube?”
Shoving me away, he slid out of bed and rushed over to his dresser. If I’d known I would’ve offered to get it myself, but I doubted Fallon wanted to be treated like an invalid. Even when he was beaten in New Gothenburg to the point of a broken arm and bruises, he hadn’t wanted help.
“Aha!” He jumped and winced, clutching his ribs. There was only a small waterproof bandage hiding under his shirt on his right side, which covered the incision from his surgery, but his hand went directly to the spot. “Motherfucker, that hurt.”
“Be careful, boy,” I grumbled with a mild glare.
He grinned, flashing that charming smile he always used when he flirted, and walked back over to the bed. He stopped to get out of his clothes, completely naked for my eyes to feast on, and what a meal it was. Fallon was slim muscles packed together in a compact size, covered in creamy skin that made me hungry in more ways than one. I wanted to eat him all up. I’d never really taken notice of other men’s dicks before I started messing around with Vail—they weren’t what I was mainly interested in, I was more of an ass man—but now that I had the chance to appreciate Fallon, his dick was as sexy as the rest of his body. Average size, cut, and curved only slightly.
Falling into bed, he got comfortable. He sighed and turned to press his back to my chest again. “This is nice, let’s do it like this. While we’re fucking, maybe you can tell me how sexy I am?”
It sounded like he was joking, but there was also a note of seriousness there, and a vulnerability that had my protective instincts coming out of hibernation. Vail had been the only one who made me feel like this, but now Fallon was smacking that button hard, too. What was happening to me?
I didn’t say anything as I flipped open the lube top and coated my fingers. From this angle it was a little difficult, but I took the time to stretch him. The tightness of his hole pressed on my fingers, and his groans were mixed with pain and pleasure. Each time I went deeper he curled his legs up farther to give me more room, and when I was sure he was stretched enough I wouldn’t hurt him, I pulled my fingers out. I unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans, raising my hips so I could yank them down to my thighs, before coating a thin layer of lube on my hard and ready-to-pound-nails dick.
He shivered. “Fuck, I want you so bad.”
I shuffled down a little so I had a good angle for his ass and lined up with his hole. “You sure?”
“Hell yes.” He threw a flirty grin over his shoulder. “Please, Mr. Kavanagh,” he said in a horrible English accent. “I’d be ever so grateful if you’d make me yours. I won’t even tell my daddy about you taking advantage of me.”
I rolled my eyes. “In the words of Rowen, ‘hole your whilst.’”
“You didn’t even say it right, it’s—”
I shoved my dick inside him before he could finish his sentence, and he let out a sharp breath, his upper body trying to curl forward, but I wrapped my arms around his middle and dragged him back against me.
“Holy fuck, yes. Dear God, if you’re listening to me, thank you for this dick today. If I’m allowed to have it more often, I swear I’ll visit church with Father Shay, and I won’t even think bad thoughts about him. I won’t need to, with Vail’s ass and Aspen’s weapon.”
I stared upward in disbelief. “Fallon, I just shoved my dick in you, shut up and hold on.”
My thrusts weren’t gentle—an overwhelming need to dominate him had me drilling my dick into his hole like a man on a mission. I wanted to own his ass, along with Vail’s of course, and I needed to hear him scream my name. His tightness consumed me, dragged me into an addiction I wasn’t ready for. His back was warm against my chest, and his trembles of pleasure were the encouragement I needed to fuck him harder, faster.
“Oh fuck. Oh fuck.” He clawed at the sheets under us, tugging until they were ripped out from under the mattress and clutched in his hand. “Your dick is so amazing. Fuck yeah, right there. Fuck. That’s the spot.”
Pleasure built in my balls, drawing them closer to my body. Everything in me was sizzling with need and on fire, and it’d been too long since I got balls deep inside a hole. Even though I knew Vail had been getting off with Cillian and Rowen—and I was okay with that—it hadn’t felt right for me to do it while Fallon was in the hospital. But now I was finally allowed to let go, fuck until my cum was leaking out of his ass.
He reached down to grab his dick, wrapping his fingers around the hard length and jerking off at the same speed as I thrust into him. I was so close I thought I’d explode into a thousand pieces. I’d never gone three weeks without fucking anyone, not since I was a teen.
“I’m coming. Fuck yeah.” Fallon tensed, his hole tightening around my sensitive length, and he went over the edge, his body convulsing through his orgasm until spunk shot from his slit, covering the sheets we were lying on.
I wasn’t far behind him, pleasure exploding inside me. My cum filled Fallon with one massive orgasm, followed by aftershocks, until he was overflowing.Fuck.
Fallon glanced over his shoulder with wide eyes. “Wow, you really needed to unload.”
I panted through my last shot of spunk and tried to glare at him, but it was weak. “Shut up, Fallon.”
He laughed when I slowly slid out of him to stand and stretch, my muscles aching at the weird position I’d been in.
“I’ll get a washcloth,” I said, leaving the room. Once we were all cleaned up and I fixed the sheets, we curled up in his bed again, my arm wrapped around his chest while he held it tightly.
“Aspen?” He yawned. It was only midday, but he needed to rest, I could tell.
I sighed. “Yeah?”
“I....” He let out a harsh breath. “I don’t know if I can hurt Ilya, likereallyhurt him. Maybe I’m not supposed to be a Company man.”
