I glanced around. “This is more than a little.”
“No, it isn’t.” He shrugged. “You’re worth a shave and some sleep deprivation.”
Laughing, I snuggled into his arms. We were moving too slow for the music, but I didn’t give a fuck, and when he shoved his thick thigh between my legs and his tongue in my mouth, I moaned and gave in to the impulse to do a filthy grind with him. I was hard and aching a few songs later, working my hips in time to the music.
“Do you want to go home?” Colton breezed into my ear. “I got your replacement for work. I cleaned up. Stretched out. Tried to get myself ready for you. You still might need to take your time and—”
“There’s no rush.” My dick throbbed and insisted there was, in fact, a fucking need to put the pedal to the metal, but I wasn’t going to be that way with him.
“What if I want you quick, fast, and in a hurry?” He slid his hand down and cupped my crotch, giving my hard dick a squeeze. I nodded and pushed against his hand.
“Yeah, faster is better.”
He laughed and spun me, not giving a shit we were both hard, and looked like the cockiest motherfucker on the planet as he marched me toward the front entrance.
7
Scar
I wasn’t goingto wait around until the right time came for me and Charley. We ran busy lives and had families that constantly needed us, and I knew if I gave everyone a chance, they’d constantly interrupt our day looking for us to help them out. I refused to let that happen when I’d finally come to terms with bottoming for Charley. Fuck everyone else. We deserved this.
Charley followed me on his bike, and when we got home to our apartment, we parked at the front of the building in our spots and I dragged him upstairs. There wasn’t any finesse in the way I slammed him against the wall beside our door, my mouth devouring his while humping against his cock like a teen about to get off with his boyfriend for the first time.
He cursed into my mouth as I reached around him with the front-door key and fumbled with it, still caught up in the pleasure of his body and mouth pressed against mine. I couldn’t get enough of him, wanted more,neededmore. He ignited a deep-seated desire that had my cock so hard I thought it would burst out of my zipper. In all my years of fucking hot guys, none of them compared to Charley—not even Destiny’s blow jobs.
I finally got the key into the hole and twisted it, unlocking the door, before grabbing Charley by the collar of his shirt and shoving him. He tripped over a rug we kept on the floor right inside but managed to catch himself as I closed the door behind us. I always made sure to keep one light on so we were never getting back in darkness. The glow drew me in like I was a moth and he was my flame.
He opened his arms for me, and I let myself fall against him, kissing him hard again and pressing him backward in the direction of our bedroom. He groaned into my mouth and wrapped his arms around me, tickling his fingers over the back of my head.
Anxiety twisted in my gut, spiraling until I had to break the kiss and take a deep breath. But I pushed through the tension. King’s talk had helped. I wanted this with only one person in my life—Charley. It was no one else’s business what we did, and if this was what he wanted, I’d make it happen. I could never go back to not talking to him again. That was hell.
“I love you,” he whispered, sliding his hand down my arm so he could link our fingers. He dragged me over the threshold of our bedroom and toward our bed with a gentle and encouraging smile. Usually looks like that would make me mad and have me feeling unsure, causing me to lash out, but I reminded myself this was Charley. He wasn’t going to mock me or question my masculinity.
“I love you, too.” I leaned my forehead against his and sighed. “I’m ready.”
“Are you sure?” He smoothed a hand down my cheek and cupped my jaw, rough fingers soothing against my skin. “I don’t want you to stop talking to me again. Even if you never want to do this, I’d be fine with that. I never want to lose you, Colton.”
I grinned at him. “I know, Fish, but I want this, too. I’ve thought about it, and now you know… about thething, you know, the bottom-virgin thing, it’s all out in the open, isn’t it? I know you’ll treat me better than how I treated you.”
Charley chuckled and patted my cheek. “It wasn’t so bad. I liked it, or I wouldn’t have stuck around.”
I went to chomp on his fingers playfully, and he moved them out of the way, laughing. “It’s because of the Loch Ness monster, isn’t it?”
“No.” He grinned and kissed the corner of my mouth. “It was because of you.”
“Careful, Fish, we’re getting emotional here.” I leaned down to kiss him again, but he placed his hand over my mouth.
“Why? Because I can admit I love you, and you make me happy?” He stared at me and I felt it down to my core. “We don’t have to be lovey-dovey around the guys, but that doesn’t mean I can’t tell you how I feel when we’re alone. I love you. I want to enjoy every moment with you because you make me happy.”
I swallowed around the anxiety that stuffed itself in my throat and took a deep breath, smiling. “I really like being with you, too, Fish.”
The look he gave me was enough to soothe the inner rumblings. “That’s all I need to hear.” He brought me close for another kiss, and I groaned into the suppleness of his mouth. He tasted like apples, but that didn’t surprise me because sometimes he had one on his break at work.
I pushed him farther toward the bed and shoved him down onto the mattress. He raised himself to his elbows and watched me hungrily, his gaze sliding down my body and landing on the hard cock trapped in my leather pants.
“Are you going to get out of them?” he murmured, and while I wasn’t sure if he meant my pants or all my clothing, I decided to get naked anyway.
I only got my shirt off before the doorbell rang, though, the sound echoing throughout the tiny apartment. I glanced at Charley in confusion.
