The party lasted most of the evening, and we got back to the house late. I was still confused, in a way, but also happy. This whole thing with Jake and Declan seemed like maybe it could be more than just fucking, but I also felt stupid for hoping already. I wanted to ask them what they were thinking, but I worried that by asking, maybe I’d ruin the relationship it already felt like we were building. Jake had ridden home in back with me, kissing my cheek and neck during the drive, and I wasn’t sure, at all, what any of it meant.
As we went through the front door, Jake held it open for Declan and me, then closed and locked it behind us.
Jake stopped me by grabbing my hand. “What’s wrong? You haven’t been yourself for half the night.” He reeled me closer, and I was happy to go. I was drowning under his attention, and Declan’s, too, and I didn’t want to come up for air.
“I never met them, but Miranda’s family never liked me.”
“Why?” Declan spun around to ask.
I shrugged. “Probably because they heard all about how useless I am.”
“You’re not.” Declan scowled and brushed his fingers through my hair. I couldn’t fight off a tremble that slid along my spine.
I ducked my head, wishing I hadn’t said anything. “This was so different today. I was surprised.”
“Let’s go to bed,” Jake said and slid up behind me to wrap his arms around my waist. He slipped a hand under my shirt, and I held my breath as he danced his fingertips over the bare skin of my stomach. “Dec has to get ready to go tomorrow morning, and I’m back to work. We need some sleep.”
“You’re going to be able to get over to Grounds and Gears all right?” Declan asked. “Even if we don’t have time to go with you?”
“What if they won’t hire me?” I asked, deeply uncomfortable at the prospect of trying to convince someone else I was worth their time for a job. “I don’t have any references. I can’t use my last job.”
“Then they don’t hire you,” Jake said with a shrug. “Someone else will see how wonderful you are and they will. You won’t be unemployed forever.” He smiled and kissed my cheek.
Declan leaned in and kissed my other cheek. The warmth from his lips burned against my skin. “Agreed. Let’s go to bed. I got to watch the tastiest treats all night and didn’t get a single bite.” He nudged his nose against mine.
“Oh yeah?” I asked and was shocked to find myself flirting back. “Were they the cookies Jake’s nonna made?”
“No,” Declan whispered. He leaned in to kiss me, and I was pressed between his hard body and Jake’s semi digging in against my ass. I loved the way I felt in their arms—protected and fuckable. “Let’s get ready for bed. I don’t want to get up again once I’m in it.”
We went upstairs and Jake and Declan brushed their teeth first. There just wasn’t room for all three of us to crowd around the bathroom sink comfortably, so I waited. When I was finished with my nightly routine, I went to Jake and Declan’s bedroom, excited to sleep with them again tonight the way we had last night. I pushed open the door, and the room was dim with only the light from the hallway spilling in. Declan already had Jake on his back, and Jake’s long legs were wrapped around Declan’s muscled waist. I was surprised by how much I wanted to be over there with them. The longing was an ache in my stomach.
“Would you like to be alone, since it’s your anniversary?” I made myself ask to be respectful. I didn’t want to get in the way if I wasn’t wanted.
Declan glanced over his shoulder at me. “No, come here and talk to Jake.”
“Wanna be the cream in our cookie?” Jake asked with an eyebrow waggle and grinned.
“I might be interested. Tell me more.” I felt much less confident than I sounded as I stepped into the room and left the door open behind me to see them better. They were so spectacular together. Jake’s red briefs looked like it wouldn’t take much to rip them off, and Declan’s muscled ass was outlined in gray boxer briefs that clung to his built thighs.
“No, you tell us more,” Declan said and rocked himself against Jake.
Jake clawed at his shoulders and nodded. “Please. Talk to me, Logan. Be my dirty boy.”
The wild note in Jake’s request had need settling low in my groin, and my dick chubbed and leaked for him in almost no time at all. I rubbed a hand across my belly and then let it drift down to cup my crotch. “I want to be between you. I want one of you to stuff my throat until I can barely breathe, and the other one to fill my ass. I want to make you both feel good. I don’t want you to be able to think because you feel so fucking incredible. Because of me.” Every word was true, and once I was done speaking, it was like my chest had been peeled open and my heart exposed for them to see. I really, really wanted them to use me to get off, and I couldn’t seem to stop the desire. I wanted them to need me as much as I already felt like I did them.
Jake sighed. “Oh yes, get over here.”
Declan chuckled, a low, filthy sound that made me walk faster than the A-lister cool I would have loved to show them. Who was I kidding? I wanted to hurtle myself across the room. I hopped on to the bed next to them and they grabbed me—no more interested than I was in pretending they weren’t rearing to go—and dragged me close. We were laughing by the time I was flat on my back beside Jake, and I did want them both because my dick was more than ready for action. But it felt good to have their easygoing, friendly touches, too.
Jake attacked my throat with his lips and sucked hard enough on my pulse point that I was sure I’d be marked tomorrow, and Declan covered my mouth with his. The sensation of Declan’s tongue forcing my lips apart and the subtle pleasure-pain of Jake’s sucking already had me needing to do something, anything, to get friction on my cock. I rubbed my palm over myself and moaned.
Jake gasped as Declan ground on him, and I loved watching the muscles of his hips flex. I palmed Declan’s delts as he bucked against Jake and a thrill shot through me. He would feel the same way under my hands if he was fucking Jake. Or me. And I didn’t care where I ended up in our human puppy pile, I only wanted to be in it. Jake narrowed his eyes in my direction and gave me a dopey smile. I rolled onto my stomach and rested my cheek on the bed.
“You’re so fucking amazing on your back for Declan, and you make me feel like I’m the luckiest person in the world when you fuck me,” I leaned closer and whispered to Jake. He closed his eyes and licked his lips. “I love it when you first slide into my body. Love the way you make me feel so full. When you’re close to coming, you jerk your hips forward hard. It aches in my ass when you do that. I love how good it hurts.”
Declan grunted and sat back on his knees, hooking his fingers in the waistband of Jake’s briefs. I glanced at him. “You’re so strong, Declan. You make me feel good every time you hold me. You stretch me out so well when you’re inside me.”
“Fuck,” Jake whispered and arched his hips to let Declan strip his underwear down. His cock sprang free, firm and curved toward his belly. “Keep going.”
