Bear was inches away from me and still restraining himself. Would any other alpha be able to control his desires when he was practically on top of an omega in heat?
But I didn't want Bear to control himself. I wanted him to let go.
"I don't care if I get pregnant," I said, then shook my head. "No, that's not true. Iwantto get pregnant. With you."
Bear's brows raised until I thought they might fly off his face. Then his cheeks flooded with color. Flustered, he signed, "Are you sure?"
"I'm extremely sure," I said, pulling his face closer to mine. Our lips were practically touching. Though we kissed before, it felt more intimate this time.
His eyes flickered like his thoughts were racing. But I didn't want to leave room for him to doubt himself. I pressed my lips to his and captured them in a kiss.
"Fuck me," I murmured against his mouth.
Bear shuddered. He worked his lips on mine, deepening the kiss as his tongue slipped into my mouth. Pleasure tingled throughout my body. I wasn't satisfied by kissing alone anymore. I wanted this and more.
I found Bear's hands and held them. They were large and strong with knuckles like mountains. I pressed a kiss to each ridge, one by one.
"Your hands are so beautiful," I said. "Has anyone ever told you that?"
Bear flushed and shook his head. He withdrew them to reply, then placed them back in my palms. "Only you."
I smiled and kissed them again all over. The back of his hands, his palms, each finger and knuckle... I didn't leave a single inch unattended. Bear squirmed, his face flushing deeper. At first I wondered it was making him uncomfortable since he couldn't communicate while I kissed his hands, but then I saw his hard cock pressing against his belly.
"Does this turn you on?" I asked with a smug grin.
Bear nodded slightly.
I kissed the meaty part of his palm and watched him shiver. "You're so cute."
He rolled his eyes and huffed before nudging his hand towards my mouth, asking for more.
"What if I do this?"
I pressed my lips to the tip of his index finger before slipping it into my mouth. His skin tasted like sweat and clean water from the stream. Bear sucked in a breath and nodded vigorously.
I chuckled. "Oh, you like that, huh? How about I do this..."
I swallowed up his finger up to the second joint and gently sucked on it like I would his cock. Bear bit his lip and shut his eyes. His breathing quickened. He was clearly loving this.
Damn, Bear was going to give me a new hand kink.
Encouraged, I took his entire finger up to the knuckle, sucking on it and licking the underside. I found that the tips of his fingers were sensitive, just like the head of a cock, so I focused attention there, too. After a few minutes, Bear was whimpering in pleasure.
Seeing him hot and bothered was turning me on fiercely, as if I wasn't already horny enough, but I didn't want to stop making Bear feel good. I took his other hand and led it to my throbbing cock.
He didn't wait. Bear wrapped his hand around the base of my dick and moved up and down in long, gentle squeezes. I moaned around his fingers.
Bear was an expert with his hands. He knew just how to work my cock. In my state of heightened arousal, it wasn't long before my balls throbbed with need. I bucked into Bear's firm but gentle hand, still blowing his fingers all the while.
I came hard and fast and messy. It was uncontrollable, like water from a broken dam, splattering all over Bear's wrist and thighs. I would've been embarrassed if I was ten percent less horny, but in heat, the sight of Bear covered in those glistening white stripes only turned me on harder. My cock stayed hard.
Bear withdrew both his hands, then replaced the fingers in my mouth with the ones covered in my own cum. I shuddered and cleaned them up, feeling wanton and disgusting in the best way.
By now Bear's big alpha cock was throbbing. It was impossible not to notice its size, proportional to his large body. I didn't know if that would fit inanyof my holes but I was going to damn well try.
"Breed me, Bear," I begged. "Please."
Bear was still for a moment. His eyes burned with desire.
