He shudders, his body pressing harder against mine, grinding against my clit as he presses his growing knot inside of me.
I moan louder and louder as it swells. His hips stalling as his labored breathing tickles my ear.
“Bond me, make me yours,” I grit out.
Right above his brother’s mark, Mack places his. The second his mouth is on my neck, I crumble into a shaking, orgasming mess.
It’s unlike anything. With him being my final bond, it’s like my body is responding to finally doing what I was biologically meant to do. My hearing feels fuzzy and my face is numb, as Mack cups my cheek.
He says something and I blink a few times, not able to make out the words.
I think I finally understand the term being fucked senseless, because it’s like I’m up in a cloud of devastating elation. My limbs feel like they weigh a million pounds, but in the best way possible as Mack grabs my chin, gripping it tight.
“Do we need to go to the hospital?” I finally hear him say, and I’m brought back to reality, only slightly.
Right now, I just want to snuggle up with my three Alphas and sleep the rest of the day away.
“Hospital?” I repeat and Mack lets out a relieved breath.
“Thank fuck,” he says. “You scared us. It seemed like you passed out. Are you okay?”
I smile at him and nod my head. “More than okay. This is the happiest moment of my life. It’s official. We’re a pack,” I say, trying not to cry all over again.
Mack smirks and kisses his bond mark.
“You’re stuck with us forever now,” he jokes, but I can feel him down the bond. His happiness, the relief, the awe.
Out of all my Alphas, he can be the hardest to read, but not anymore.
Now I have everything I ever wanted and I’m going to hold on to it for dear life.
Chapter 34
Mack
BondingShiloh was more than anything I could’ve imagined or hoped it would be. I’m glad I told her I loved her beforehand. Now, through the bond, she can feel everything. I thought it was important that she heard the words before she felt them through our connection.
It’s been four days since we bonded and everything has been perfect ever since. It’s been nice taking a break from streaming, if I’m being honest, and instead actually spending time with my pack.
I’m not locking myself in my room, feeling like an outsider or an observer. Shiloh doesn’t have to seek me out, because I’m right here, an active pack member.
If you would’ve told me that me and my brother would end up happily bonded to an Omega one day I would have probably laughed in their face. But now, after these four days, I can’t imagine not having Shiloh in my life.
It brings up a harsh reality about our parents, and truly not understanding how our father could’ve ever hurt our mother. It honestly has helped me forgive our mother some too. I never blamed her for what she did, but now that I have an Omega and feel this bond? I can’t imagine the pain she went through when he was abusing her.
The thought of hurting Shiloh sends a pang of disgust through me. She squeezes my knee, looking up at me with her big brown eyes.
“Everything okay?” she asks.
It will definitely be a learning curve having people able to read my feelings, but I don’t dislike it.
“Just thinking about my parents,” I say.
Shiloh doesn’t pry, she just nods her head, and rests it on my shoulder, providing me a comfort only she can give. She makes me feel even keel. I don’t feel angry anymore, or aloof. I feel more present than I have in maybe my whole life.
Cole walks into the living room with a big goofy grin on his face. With Shiloh I have a direct line to her feelings, but with Cole and Jonah, it’s more muted. Sometimes I get the undertones of what they’re feeling if it’s strong enough.
Right now, I can feel his satisfaction.
