“Shiloh Sørensen, it has a pretty good ring to it if you ask me.”
“Do you think Mack and Cole want to change their names, too?” I ask.
Jonah kisses my shoulder and nods. “I’ve been trying to get those assholes to do it for forever and finally drop their father’s name, but I don’t think it felt right without an Omega.”
His phone rings, and he grumbles, but I kiss him on the cheek. “You’ll put up the curtains tonight?” I remind him and he grabs my throat softly, kissing me multiple times.
“As soon as I’m done with work.”
“Okay,” I say breathlessly as I prepare myself for the best day of my life. I’m not sure how the hell I’m supposed to sleep knowing that tomorrow’s the day.
Legs—shaved
Coochie—pristine
Nerves—fried
I could barely eat today. Granted it’s only lunchtime. Thank fuck they aren’t making me wait till tonight to bond.
I have the lights in the nest set to just the right amount of warm glow. It smells like a combination of the four of us in here. I’d be lying if I said this nest wasn’t an Omega’s wet dream.
It’s more than I could have ever asked for. My old nest was something that I just moved my shit into.
But this one?
It’s so me. With all the soft florals, delicate pinks, and blankets and pillows that are just me. It looks like a perfect sunset in the late spring and I nearly get choked up as I look around.
Cole and Jonah built my bed, Jonah put up the curtains last night. Mack helped me with the floral wallpaper behind the bed and everyone helped scent all the items in here.
I just know my next heat is going to be perfect. Not only is this nest the most comfortable place I’ve ever stepped foot in, but I’ll be bonded. I’m in love, I trust them, and I’m finally getting everything I want.
I’m truly not sure how I pulled this off. Instead of panicking even further, I go get dressed in the lingerie I bought for tonight.
It’s a simple set, but it matches my nest, and even if I don’t wear the light pink lace for long, at least they get to see me in it.
“Shiloh?” I hear Mack’s voice from the doorway and I shyly slip out of the bathroom, leaning against the door frame.
“Hi,” I whisper as he gives me a handsome grin.
I’m not sure I’ll ever get over how devastatingly beautiful he is, especially when he smiles or blushes. Probably because I know they’re mostly reserved for me and that makes me feel loved.
“I thought we said 1:30?”
“I uh, wanted to talk to you first, if that’s okay?”
“Okay,” I reply, my heart beating out of my chest, wondering if he isn’t ready, if he’s going to back out. Jonah and Cole have both been so sure Mack has been slower at accepting everything.
“You’re making it real hard wearing that,” he says, his neck flushing.
I grab the silk robe hanging over the door and put it on, cinching it tight on my waist as we sit on the bed.
If he backs out, do I bond with just Jonah and Cole? In my dreams, it’s always all my Alphas at once, but I would obviously need to respect his decision.
He grabs my hand and my heart sinks.
Mack swallows, his Adam’s apple bobbing dramatically with the motion as he toys with my knuckles.
“I wanted to talk before bonding because I needed you to know how I felt beforehand. I didn’t want you to think I felt this way just because we were bonded. I’ve never said it to a woman before and to be honest, I’m scared, Shiloh.”
