I slide my hand between us, gripping his half-hard length, and he grunts in understanding. He grabs my face, planting a long kiss against my lips, before turning me on my side, my back flush with his chest.
He lifts my thigh, easily sliding his now-hard cock inside of me. I’m nearly dripping with need as he lazily thrusts into me.
When I open my eyes, his brother is staring at me. I meet his gaze head on.
He doesn’t say anything as his hands explore my naked front. No care in the world that I’m being fucked from behind. His sole focus is on me, and I crave it.
This is how it should be. Their full, undivided attention should always be on me, and I’ll reward them for that. I’ll always be good for them.
One of his hands slides between us, playing with my clit, no awkwardness as the other Alpha’s knot presses against my entrance. He leans forward, sucking a breast in his mouth while his brother nuzzles me from behind.
His thrusts are languid, but the slow, intimate nature of the sex is like a balm to my soul. The cramps wither away as they take care of this ache I have no control of. I’m not sure whose hands are where, and I don’t really care.
All that I care about is that they’re touching me, that they want me.
The Alpha in front of me sucks hard on my nipple and I can’t help but to press my ass harder against the one fucking me.
I feel lost in my pleasure, completely disassociated from all my worries and stresses in my daily life. Right now, all I can feel is their bodies pressed against mine and this building pleasure pulling at my navel.
“Always so good at taking what I give you,” the Alpha behind me purrs with a vibration in his chest.
I lean against the feel of it and settle even further.
Lips are on mine, hands are everywhere as a feeling of fullness consumes me completely.
I’m panting into the Alpha’s mouth as the other one knots me, but he doesn’t care. He swallows down every sound like he owns it. Their touch feels like a brand.
I almost wonder if I’m dreaming all of it up.
Just as quickly as the pain stirred me from sleep, pure exhaustion tugs me back under and I hate it.
I want to remember this.
I have to.
“I know it sucks, princess, but if we don’t get your fever down soon, they’re going to need to medicate you,” the voice says behind me as we sink into the cold water.
A hiss falls out of his mouth as he holds me tight.
“Just a couple minutes and then we’ll warm up in the shower. Your fever’s been too high all night. The doctor suggested your recent heats must not have been fulfilling,” he says, his teeth nearly chattering.
The reminder of my past heats hurt my chest. This one has been so different and I don’t want it to be ruined because of my body working against me. These Alphas have been so good to me, they haven’t left me alone once and I feel such a possessive tenderness to them.
They feel like mine, I feel soothed in a way that I didn’t know was possible. I never want this to end.
The cold water feels nice, though I’d much prefer a warm bath where I’m getting fucked so hard all the water sloshes out.
He must realize this as his hold tightens around me.
“Not withholding myself from you, we just need to get this fever down.”
His worry is palpable, and it’s nice to feel worried about. Loneliness has been my main companion and what I’ve felt during my heats, but here? It’s odd and unsettling in some ways to not be in a true nest that’s mine, but I haven’t felt lonely for a single second.
“Drink half of this and I’ll take you into the shower and fuck you against the wall,” he says, holding out a blue bottle.
I do as he asks, enjoying the sweet chill of the drink down my throat. I also won’t deny that I think the cool bath has helped my feverish skin, either. This Alpha might just know what he’s doing.
“Drink all of it and I’ll do whatever you want.”
