I listen, lying back down on the bed and taking a deep breath.
“I was just going to go to the club for a few hours.”
“Right,” he says deeply.
Switching topics is my favorite way to avoid the problem. “So, who had the pleasure of you cutting off their fingers today?”
“My father,” he deadpans.
“Maybe I should try torturing someone… maybe it would make me feel better,” I mutter. He shakes his head, dropping the towel and climbing into the opposite side of the bed.
He grabs me by the waist and tugs my back against his chest. It shouldn’t feel this fucking good. I don’t deserve him or Mara at fucking all.
“It wouldn’t,” he tells me.
“How do you know?” He presses his forehead against the back of my head and lets the silence consume us for a few moments before he speaks.
“People like Mara and me, violence makes us feel in control. You don’t want to feel control,” he says.
I sigh and grab a spare throw pillow on the bed.For a mean-looking guy, he sure has a lot of pillows and blankets.
“I have to do this,” I tell him, knowing he knows exactly what I mean. He hasn’t said anything about me being a part of this war. Elvor has just quietly helped me with my training and watched me with care while I learn how to fight and protect myself.
“I know,” he says. He doesn’t expand on it like Mara does, he just lies there next to me while my mind runs faster than I can even comprehend what I feel. “Should I paralyze you?” he asks.
I clear my throat and shake my head. As cool as Mara was with all of that, and as much as I enjoyed myself, I’m not sure how I would feel being on the receiving end of that.
“No, thank you.”
“Take your underwear off,” he instructs me, which I do without question. I just remove my underwear and lie there. The click of a top and a squeezing noise makes my asshole clench.
“I’m not ready for all of that,” I tell him, waving at his dick.
“Shut up and turn around,” he commands.
I take a deep breath, readying myself. His fingers and Mara’s shadows felt great, but Elvor is huge. He was so big that he put Mara under paralysis to take it for the first time.Maybe I should change my mind.
My muscles are tense as Elvor slides his thick, lubed-up cock between my thighs. I wait for him to move up to my asshole, but he doesn’t. I watch with complete amazement as the tip of his dick peeks out from between the front of my thighs.
I clench my legs tighter together, and Elvor groans, using my thighs to get off.
I like being used.
I deserve to be used.
I want him to take every ounce of me that I have left to give.
But Elvor, as always, surprises me. He wraps his sticky hand around my cock, jerking me off as he uses my thighs.
He takes control of everything, my brain emptying as he touches me.
“So good,” he murmurs, his lips against my ear. “Such a good obedient fuck toy for me, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” I exhale immediately.
“I use what’s mine and protect what’s mine. No more doubts,” he says.
The grip of his fist tightens as he speeds up his motions. His huge hand takes up most of my dick. Every now and then, he slides his thumb over my piercing, and I shiver.
