“You want me to fill you up with my cum? Remind you that you’re the only one I have eyes for. Is that what you need, Lilith?”
I nod my head, and he bites the back of my shoulder lightly.
“How could I ever want anything else when I have you and this perfect needy pussy.”
I don’t think I’ve ever come so fast from just penetration. I don’t know if it’s from his words or the delayed gratification from earlier, but I welcome it completely.
Lucifer moans at my back, his hand spreading my ass as he spits, and I feel the wetness gather. His thumb rubs against the tight hole, and he slowly pushes into me, his thrusts in sync with his thumb. I can barely hold myself up against the chair as he fucks me.
“So fucking tight. So good, aren’t you, love?” I nod my head frantically, and his thrusts are so hard the chair squeaks as it slides against the floor. It doesn’t deter him as he breathes against my neck, moaning when he fills me. His grip tightens around my hips as his orgasm hits him completely. It was fast and dirty, and I can’t help but love that I’m the one who makes him feel this way.
We stay like that for a moment, both of us just breathing heavily. A sticky sheen of sweat on both of us as he pulls out. I already know what to expect when he spreads my cheeks, and I feel the sensation of his release dripping into the fabric of the chair. He groans before scooping me back up in his arms.
I feel so relaxed that I can’t even remember what happened at the club, just that I feel safe in his arms and the assurance that Lucifer will always give me what I need.
Chapter thirty-one
It’sagloomydayin Hell, as it is most days. I love it, but today feels different. When I’m alone and in my bubble with Lucifer, everything feels fine. But when the day comes, I can’t help but feel defeated.
We’re at breakfast, and it’s an exciting one since Blair and Dax decided to join us. They sit next to each other. Lucifer is at the head of the table with me on the opposite side, while Mara and Toth sit next to each other.
“Blair and Dax, you are doing well with your assignments?”
Blair smiles and nods. “I’m really enjoying it.”
“Good. Mara, how is your training with Toth going?”
“Oh, it’s revolutionary.” She sucks on her spoon before putting it back in the teacup and putting her hand behind Toth’s chair.
Toth lightly chokes on his breakfast and shakes his head.
“Toth said you are doing well. Since you have decided to stay in Hell, the choice is yours; you can live your life as a demon, and no one has to know your connection, or if you would like, I will name you my heir apparent.”
Heir apparent rings in my head like a fucking alarm.
He would announce her to the world? But keep me hidden.
“I think I’d like to learn the ropes, so I could help you out around here,” Mara says.
“Blair, it is up to you how you would like to live, as a demon or to be known as my daughter. There are costs with being directly associated with me. You both need to know this before making your choice.”
“I think I’d like to remain unknown for now,” Blair says, and Lucifer nods his head.
“And me?” I ask, not even caring that I’m interrupting.
“We’ve discussed this,” is his response, and I want to scream. I push my chair back, and it audibly screeches against the expensive floor.I hope it scuffs it permanently.“Where are you going?” Lucifer asks, getting out of his chair and following me down the hall.
“You’re giving them a choice to come out as your family but not me? How do you think that would make me feel? Can I not handle it? Am I not strong enough? Or are you just not wanting the world to know that I’m who you’re with.”
“Lilith.”
“No. I need some time to think. Go spend the day with your daughters. I’m sure they miss you.”
He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. “I can’t lose you.”
“And what? You can lose your daughters?”
“They can’t die.”
