I want to get off this ride right fucking now.I’m done.My poor heart can’t handle anymore.
Yes, you can.You’ve been through worse.
The voices are right.I have, and Iwillget through this.No matter how challenging it’s going to be or how far Bear is going to push me, I will get through this.I have to.People are relying on me, and I won’t let them down.I can’t.
The mirrors disappear and are replaced with checkerboards everywhere I look.My stomach lurches.I’m going to puke.Dizziness consumes me, and I lean over the edge.I need fresh air.The tunnel—or whatever the hell I’m in—is hot and stuffy, as though all the air has been sucked out.
“My precious princess, you are doing so well.Hang in there.All will be over soon.”
I block out the voice, giving him nothing in return.The cart keeps moving me along the tracks, and the room switches again.Clowns in all shapes and sizes watch me, some with half their faces gone.Their eyes stare right through me.I fucking hate clowns.They are evil.Crazy.Much like Bear.
I’m going up again, and I know what that means.What goes up must come down.The cool night air kisses my cheeks.As I reach the top of the roller coaster, I close my eyes.I don’t want to see what’s next.I slow down my breathing as best I can.
A loud thud fills my ears, then the cart rocks.What the hell was that?I grip the bar harder.I turn to my right, and a large shadow hovers next to me.Shit.My hands shake.
“Open those eyes.I need to see you.”Bear’s voice sounds so close, like he’s right next to me.
A hand covers my mouth, muffling my screams.What the fuck?Where did he come from?Did he just drop in?Is that what that thud was?
The bar is pushed forward, my seat belt is lifted off, and I’m shoved onto his lap.His arms wrap around my body, holding me in place.I’m paralyzed, my hands shaking uncontrollably.
His hot breath hits my neck, his tongue sliding over my jawline.Goosebumps scatter over my skin, even though I’m burning hot.Stop it.He’s my enemy, I try to convince my body, but she doesn’t understand.She’s responding to him like a horny teenager.
“You taste so sweet, princess.I can’t wait to eat you.”
I bite into Bear’s finger, but he doesn’t remove his hand from my mouth.He chuckles while wrapping his fingers tighter around me.The tangy taste of blood hits my tongue.At least I made him bleed.
“Let’s see how wet you are,” Bear whispers into my ear.
He isn’t asking for permission, and I won’t give it to him.I shake my head, squirming against him, trying to break free.But even if I did, where the fuck would I go?There’s nowhere to escape to.I’m stuck here on this cart, suspended high above the ground, waiting for the roller coaster’s descent.
His fingers reach my waistband, and my whole body locks up.I can’t move.I can’t breathe.He pushes inside, running his finger down my wet slit.My eyes shut.My pussy is begging him to touch her.What the fuck?No, I didn’t ask for this.I didn’t want this, but my body reacts to him in a way that’s never happened before.I’m soaked, and I hate myself for it.
“My oh my, princess, how wet you are.”
His words send shivers through my entire body.We start to descend, picking up speed.Without a second thought, I place my hand over his and guide his finger inside me.I need a diversion, and this way, he’s not taking control of me.I’m taking control of him.
My skin feels alive at his touch.My heart beats to the clicking of the cart.I ride his fingers, pleasure swirling in tighter spirals in my belly.I scream.My hair flies around my face, blocking out everything around us.
“You’re going to be my favorite captive yet.”
I ignore him and squeeze my eyes shut, rubbing my thumb over my clit while guiding the movement of his fingers inside me.I’m almost there, and even though it’s probably sick and twisted, I need this.Need some kind of high to distract my mind from the fear.Need my body to control him.
We come to a sudden stop, the cart squealing.Bear tries to yank his hand out, but I keep him in place.“Don’t you dare.You owe me,” I growl.
Bear chuckles and roughly pulls his hand away, taking mine with him.He grabs my hips, flipping me around so I’m facing him.His bright-green eyes stare straight through me.He’s hot, there’s no doubt about that, and the way my body reacts to him should be illegal.
He’s my enemy, and I hate him for taking me away from my home, my family, but if he wants me to play his stupid games, then I’ll make sure I win.
He may think I’m just a naïve Brotherhood princess, but he’ll soon discover that I’m much more deadly than that.
I’ll be his worst nightmare.
Chapter Five
Bear
The more time I spend in her presence, the more fixated I become.I thought she’d break going through my carnival, but she didn’t.She’s still here, in one piece.She’s strong.I meant it when I said she’s going to be my favorite captive yet.I can’t wait to challenge her, to make her play my games and see how far I can really push her.To go deep inside her psyche, pick her apart until there’s nothing left of her.Until I reach the very core of who she is.Her soul is going to be mine.I’ll suck it out of her vessel and put it in a jar to keep.
