With that done, I get back to Colby, settling in next to him on the couch. I raise my arm to put it around his shoulders since he still looks wound up, but he jumps around and straddles my legs, pulls my head back by the hair, and looms over me.
For a long moment he just stares at me with so much frustration on his beautiful face, and even with how rough he’s being, I have to reach up and cup his cheeks.
“It’ll be fine, sweet Colby. I’ve gone to countless meetings with the circle.”
Again, instead of saying anything he just stares, but his face transforms with emotions.
There’s that stubbornness that made me fall for him in an instant, the steely determination that makes me weak in the knees in the best and worst ways—it scares me shitless because I know how far it’ll take him, but it’s one of my favorite things about him. He’s also afraid, but underneath all of that there’s a kind of incredulousness, disbelief mixed with hope.
I open my mouth, ready to demand that he tell me every single thought passing through his brain, but next thing I know, his mouth is on me, his lips kneading mine open, his tongue tracing my own.
He kisses me like a possessed man, and when I start to get my bearings, want to grab his perfect ass and pull him closer, Colby jumps back.
My head spinning, I can barely focus on him, on the way he roughly spreads my legs and kneels between them.
That knee-weakening determination fills his eyes as theymeet mine, as he unbuckles my belt and pants without looking down.
“You are not going to do anything but talk tonight. Not without me there.”
I swear I want to nod, but I can barely breathe as he takes my dick out and leans down to lick a straight line from root to tip. His face remains stubbornly set in stone as those dark eyes threaten to swallow my soul.
“I will be in the garage where you always leave your car, and you will meet me there right after.”
This time when he stops talking, he takes half of me into his mouth and sucks like he’s trying to punish me—and I’m here for it. I never expected to like him talking to me this way, but his powerful mouth is a great incentive.
“You will be careful and won’t get yourself killed.”
Now he kisses down the side, sucking softly every other kiss, and I wonder if, like I do, he feels the need to kiss every bit of skin. It seems he’s done listing his demands, because next, he takes me to the back of his throat and keeps me there, prisoner to the perfect push and pull of his mouth, and to his eyes. His cheeks hollow out with how hard he pulls.
“Yes, baby. Yes,” I moan, no longer able to hold back. “Shit,” I hiss when he pulls back abruptly.
“You’re going to be smart and only say shit you would say if I was right there with you making you use common fucking sense.”
“Fucking hell, Colby, just—” Again he sucks all of me in. “You’re so fucking good at that,” I say with relief, but that’s quickly turned to dust when he pulls backagain.
“Don’t go killing all of them tonight, okay? I know Di Leo is going to be there, but you have to stay calm.”
“I will kill someone if you keep stopping,” I ground out through gritted teeth, though the threat has no weight at all and we both know it.
“Whatever happens, I can help you deal with it.” The earnest look, the fierce protectiveness over me—over me—is fucking new.
I don’t have anything to say to that, it floors me like nothing ever has before. Floors me enough that I can only cup his cheek when he goes back to sucking my cock.
There’s less fervor, at first, but now there are no more pauses. His rhythm increases little by little while I stroke a thumb down his cheek and comb my fingers through his hair.
He unravels me, keeps me at the edge for so long that he almost makes me beg, but just before I do, he cups my balls, pulls on them, massages them. The next time he swallows around me, I come with a roar of his name.
“Colby.”
I thought he’d already taken ownership of me, but it was this, him on his knees, that finally brought me to my own.
I move to the floor and grab the sides of his neck, tilt his head up then taste my cum in his mouth.
I thought I’d come to terms with it, I thought I knew what it was to feel everything for him, but now I realize the possessiveness from before was nothing.
Now I know that he’s one more thing I’ll give my dying breath for.
Blake killsthe engine as soon as the car stops, and gets out, closing the driver’s door behind him.
