Until today.
After cleaning up my desk and logging off the computer, I wiped off the coffee table, and put the magazines and binders of photographed tattoos back where they belonged. I swept the floor by the front just in case I was supposed to and started spraying the frames on the wall because I’d seen people touching the glass several times throughout the day. Up close, I saw that each frame held articles, clippings, or mentions of Pins and Needles, or Dex Locke’s work.
Certain phrases caught my eye even when I wasn’t trying to read the writing. The ridiculously large fonts made it impossible for me not to catch the highlighted statements.
“Art was the only class I never skipped in high school.”The caption was directly below a picture of Dex standing in front of the shop with his arms crossed over his chest. Typical.
“It’s an addiction,”another article screamed.
Then there was the one that had me rolling my eyes.“Can’t get arrested for it any more.”
Blah. Blah. Blah.
I was in the middle of cleaning off one of them when I heard, “Ritz.”
I knew it was Dex speaking. His voice was its own unique drawl of deep and rich. All baritone and rasp. On anyone else, I would’ve liked to hear them talk all day but Dex? I’d be perfectly fine not hearing him talk for, oh, let’s say, the rest of my life.
“Ritz.”
Now he wanted to talk? Ha. I sprayed the glass and quickly wiped it down, ignoring him.
“Babe.”
Jerk. I scooted over and sprayed the next frame.
“Babe, I’m talkin’ to you. Quit sprayin’ for a sec,” he said, the quick irritation in his tone hinting at the fact this man wasn't used to repeating himself.
As much as I didn’t want to, I stopped what I was doing and turned to look at him. He was standing just to the side of the desk, hands shoved into his front pockets.
“Yes?” I asked, keeping my gaze locked only as high as his bare neck.
“Ritz,” he repeated the name he’d used at first.
“My name’s—,“ I started to say before he cut me off.
“Would you look at me?”
No.
Was therea treatment for gonorrhea already?
I clenched my teeth together. “You didn't tell me what you wanted me to do until you guys were done, so I figured I'd clean up. Blake said you would put up the—,“ I started to tell his neck in a surprisingly even voice. You couldn’t even tell I’d been fighting back tears the majority of the day.
“Look at me,” Dex interrupted in a low voice.
Slowly, fighting everything in me that ached from his shitty words, I dragged my eyes up to his.
"Yes?" It was like the words were pulled from my throat with rusty tweezers.
Some indecipherable emotion reflected back at me from his true blue eyes as I grudgingly held his gaze for all of ten seconds before turning back to finish cleaning the frames.
Dex exhaled. It sounded like he rubbed his palms together before speaking. "You gotta toughen up," he gritted.
Oh my God. The first person in my life who I had the urge to punch in the face was a six-foot-three-ish biker that I assumed beat the living crap out of someone and went to jail for it. Of all the people in the world smaller than me that I could have chosen, and this was who I wanted to nail right in the testicles? Not Sonny, or even Trip who hadn't given me the impression he'd try to murder me?
I bristled and like clockwork, my molars ground together.
I need the job.
