“She will fear you, as Kareenadid.”
Doranis’s light eyes narrowed. “Mayhap, but something tells meotherwise.”
Marcilun’s tone became diffident. “Forgive me, Sire. I meant no disrespect. I only wished to warn you that your meeting with this Caskadanian may not be pleasant. Like the queen, she may also consider usbarbaric.”
Marcilun didn’t know Castil il Veras, but Doranis did, after a fashion. The idea that she might react to his people in the way Kareena did seemed ludicrous. He contemplated his son, content in his nursemaid’s arms. Kareena had despised most everything about her new home. Had she been a more forceful personality, her displeasure would have manifested itself in endless harping and screaming tirades. As it was, she was a stoic, withdrawn woman, one who shut herself away in her chambers as the weeks and months passed, and neither Helenrisia nor her son grew dearer toher.
Doranis didn’t mourn her, at least not in the way a husband might mourn a beloved wife. He and Kareena had remained distant strangers to each other, coming together only in the darkest hours of the night to beget an heir. Such couplings were always brittle, tense, no matter how gentle or coaxing he tried to be. His wife simply lay beneath him, colder and more rigid than a corpse, until he finished. Her disgust was palpable in the bedchamber’s heavy silence, though she accepted his touch without argument. Despite the parody of lovemaking in which they engaged, she soon quickened with child, and he left her to her solitary bed, as relieved as she that neither of them had to suffer the forced intimacy they bothhated.
It was during those dismal moments, when he would rise from the bed, shivering with cold and a dull emptiness, that he thought of the fascinating Castil. Had the irony not been so harsh, he might have laughed at the turnings of Fate. But for her dowerless state and low ranking, she would have been a better match for him. She had lured him to her with her scholarly ways and ready laughter. There was about her a vibrancy, as if the heat of a Caskadanian sun burned in her blood. Unlike Kareena’s exquisite blonde beauty, Castil was nondescript in appearance—small and dark haired, with a smattering of freckles across her nose. He had barely given her a second glance at their first meeting. Until she recited thedo Enraiverse stitched on histunic.
From that moment, she grew progressively more beautiful in his eyes as he came to admire her intellect and easy humor. During the wedding celebrations, he sought her out several times to dance, uncaring that such attention drew conjecture. Castil fascinated him as no other woman had before, and as she swayed in his arms during the numerous pre-wedding revels, they spoke of old texts and ancient civilizations, laughing at each other’s quips concerning the oddities and quirks of courtlife.
He remembered the morning of his wedding day, when he slipped past the ever constant vigilance of his retainers and explored the city’s streets as the sun plated the buildings’ façades in gold. Servants already ran errands, preparing for the day’s work ahead. He moved among them, cloaked and hooded, gazing at the sights with casual interest. Doranis pulled his hood forward, protecting his sensitive eyes from the sunlight and hiding his face from passersby. None paid him any heed as he strolled by, nothing more than a tall man in a good cloak. Even the pickpockets left himalone.
A side street caught his attention, and he turned onto the narrow path that ultimately led to a small grotto partially hidden by vines and untended hedge. Its cool, dappled shade drew him in, and he discovered the ruins of a temple dressed in trailing veils ofivy.
He ascended the roofless rotunda’s steps on soundless feet and paused, surprised to find another had found her way here before him. Castil il Veras sat cross-legged on the floor, weaving a small garland of flowers with nimble fingers. Doranis watched her for a quiet moment, admiring the play of early light on her face, the way she chewed her lower lip in concentration while sheworked.
She sucked in a startled breath, stumbling to her feet, when he made his presence known. He raised a silencing finger to his lips to halt any cry, and she blinked at him in bewilderment before tilting her head inquestion.
“Your Majesty?” The disbelief in her inquiry made him smile, as if it was far too strange a thing to find a king wandering among the city without a parade of servants and retainers intow.
Doranis pulled back his hood, and Castil dropped her garland and bowed. “Rise, madam. We are not at court.” His smile widened to a grin when she straightened and looked past him as if searching for an army of retainers lurking in the hedges. “Tell no one,” he said in conspiratorial voice. “I have run away.” She laughed at his teasing, shaking a finger at him in a gesture of disapproval. He bent to retrieve the garland, handing it to her with a curiouslook.
Castil thanked him, threading the half-finished piece through her hands. “A garland for Kareena. These flowers represent good fortune. I’ve only found them growing here, at thistemple.”
Her gray eyes were thoughtful, and he wondered what words were forming behind her lips. He didn’t have long to wait for the answer. Her shoulders stiffened with an internal resolve, her features becoming set and determined. “You will be kind to her, Your Majesty?” Her fingers plucked nervously at the garland, but she plunged onward. “Kareena knows her duties, but she’s frightened, as any new bride would be in suchcircumstances.”
Anxious she might be, but Castil didn’t lower hergaze.
Doranis admired her fortitude and devotion to her friend. Castil was brave in her way, speaking in support of someone she cared for, knowing she risked offending him with animpertinence.
He stepped closer. She refused to give ground, though he didn’t miss the slight shiver that shook her frame. “Madam il Marcam doesn’t fear becoming a bride. She fears becomingmybride.” He raised her chin with one long finger. A stray beam of sunshine passed across her eyes, making her blink. “And you, Madam il Veras, keeper of dead languages and old tales, would you fear me were youmine?”
Images flashed in his mind, the result of his concentration and touch upon her. A bright, full moon, blankets of snow on the Laybet Mountains. Things cold, beautiful, bound in winter. It was how she saw him in her mind, and his breathing slowed even as he felt hers speedup.
“Would you fear me, Castil?” herepeated.
She closed her eyes, dark lashes like fans on her cheeks. “No,” she whispered against his descending mouth. “I would welcomeyou.”
He kissed her, swallowing her sigh. She tasted of tea sweetened with honey, and her lips were soft under his, welcoming. His spirit despaired at the knowledge that the wife chosen for him would never respond to him the way the wife he would have chosen for himself didnow.
His hands settled on her hips to pull her closer when the sound of familiar voices calling his name brought him to hissenses.
Castil also heard the calls and wrenched out of his arms. Doranis’s frustrated groan at the unwelcome interruption and her sudden withdrawal carried through the small temple. She stared at him, her gaze anguished. Bright flags of color raced across her cheekbones, and her lips were damp from hiskiss.
The voices grew louder, closer, sharp and alarmed as they searched the streets for the missing king. Doranis resisted the temptation to pull Castil back tohim.
“This is wrong,” she whispered, her voice and face stricken with remorse. “You are marryingKareena.”
And how unfortunate was that for both him and his future bride? “She and I would have itotherwise.”
She clasped the small garland to her chest and backed away from him. “It cannot be otherwise. Today is your wedding day, and my closest friend will be yourwife.”
His gaze strayed to the token of good luck. “I won’t apologize for something I don’t regret, Castil. Such a thing rings false, and this is no love match. Why do you suffer suchguilt?”
Tears edged her lower lids, and she blinked them back. “Because I would rage at this, were IKareena.”
