Did he think we were dating for real or that it was fake? I was afraid to even ask. I didn't want to do anything that would jeopardize Maddox's promotion. "Thank you."
"He went through a tough time when Marla got sick, and it was rough after she died. But I think he's finally coming out of that, and it's all thanks to you."
"I don't want to take all the credit?—"
"I've seen a difference since you came into his life, and everyone else can too."
"I'm glad," I said, not wanting to get into the specifics of what we were doing. He'd get his promotion, and then we'd stop seeing each other. Maddox wouldn't need me anymore. I tried not to let that bother me.
We'd accomplished what we set out to do. I should be happy. Except for once, I wanted more than to make a good deal. I wanted MaddoxandSofia.
Ispent the Saturday ensuring that everything was perfect for the tree-lighting ceremony. I'd only seen Maddox at night. I hadn't bothered to tell him about what Frank said because there wasn't much time for a conversation.
I should pull back all together. I needed to protect myself in this situation. I fell too quickly for Maddox and Sofia. But I couldn't seem to resist him when he invited me over.
The tree lighting was a formality because we always had a lit tree in Christmas Town. The event was a chance to get everyone together and celebrate the season. There would be discounts for the shops for everyone who attended and drink trucks serving hot chocolate and apple cider.
I'd give a little speech at the beginning, and then I'd light the tree. Santa would arrive, and the kids could meet him for pictures. We had carolers and a band to play music. It would be a fun night.
I just wished that this thing between Maddox and I was real. That we weren't pretending for the council or Frank.
I stood next to the tree, waiting for my turn to go to the podium. Natasha was scheduled to introduce me. While I was waiting for the ceremony to begin, Sofia ran up to me, tugging on my hand.
I leaned down to be heard over the crowd. "Hey, girl. I'm so happy you could come."
"We're so close to the tree."
I squeezed her hand. "I'm going to have to make a speech in a minute."
Sofia's eyes widened.
Maddox approached, kissing me on the cheek. I was sure it was a planned move, one to show everyone we were together. I worried what Sofia would think. "Maddox."
He smiled. "It's nice to see you."
"Same." Our gazes caught and held.
Natasha went to the podium to introduce me, and then I was speaking into the microphone, thanking everyone for coming and for enjoying the season in Christmas Town. "It was Natasha's dream to run an inn, and I've always wanted to be a town event coordinator. But I had no idea that it would be Christmas themed when we first realized our desires." There was a smattering of laughter through the crowd. "But I wouldn't want it any other way. Thanks for coming tonight. The holidays are about family and togetherness, and here in Christmas Town, we strive to give you a place to spend the season together."
I moved away from the podium to turn the lights on. Then I motioned for Sofia to join me. "You should do it."
"Really?"
"Yes."
I showed her what to do, and Sofia flipped the switch. The lights illuminated to everyone's delight. The band lifted their instruments, playing a traditional holiday song, and the carolers began singing. It was a nice moment.
Sofia gazed up at the tree, the lights reflecting in her eyes. "I can't believe I got to do that."
I met Maddox's gaze over her head, and he mouthed, "Thank you."
I smiled in response. "Why don't you two stand in front of the tree? I can get a picture of you."
We had a few seconds before everyone descended on the tree for their own pictures. I stepped back, and Maddox stood next to his daughter. My heart ached for them. I lifted my phone and snapped two pictures before Frank appeared. "Why don't you get in there too, Eve? I'll take one of all of you."
I handed him my phome. "Thank you."
I moved toward them, not sure where to stand. I wasn't Sofia's mother, so it felt a little awkward to be in the picture with them.