Pureheaven.
The most intense feelings surround my soul, lifting my world higher than the space around me, far away from every light imaginable and slowly releasing its grip on me, floating me back down to earth one soft illumination at atime.
I don't make a sound. Not one. I can't. I’m frozen in my own world until Connor guides me to the bed, lies on top of me, and kisses all the life backin.
I lift my arms to wrap them around him, but he stopsme.
"I want this to be your night, but let me do it my way. I promise I’ll worship your body the only way it deserves, making up for the way I didn't last time we weretogether.
"Connor—"
"Shh. Trustme."
His fingers intertwine with mine and remove them from my hold around hisneck.
"I want you to keep your hands on the bed and only on the bed. Don't touch me. Not because I don't want you too, but because I want to do everything. I don't want your help in anyway."
I nod, gripping the sheets on either side of me with my arms spreadwide.
"I swear I'll make it worth it," he whispers before kissing meagain.
My arms instinctively move to wrap around his neck, and he pulls back, lifting one eyebrow. My hands drop to the bed, and he lowers himself, kissing down my neck and over to my shoulder, where he pulls my bradown.
When my breast pops free, his warm mouth takes in my tight bud, licking it before moving to the otherone.
Tingles flood my body when he reaches behind my back, unhooking my bra, then sliding it off myarms.
He sits up on his knees, leaning back and staring at my naked body. I instinctively move to cover myself but the expression on his face stopsme.
He's liking this. Hell, he's more than liking this. He takes in every inch of my bare skin. I've never felt so sexy and appreciated in my entirelife.
He licks his lips, and I remember his admission of wanting to taste me last night. Our eyes meet, and he licks them once more, showing me the slightest tilt to his lips inpleasure.
I can't help but take in his shirtless figure. My heartbeat races when he unbuckles his belt, pulls it out of the loops, then unbuttons the topbutton.
I'd think he was teasing me, but it’s more like he's thinking about something. I wish I was a mind reader, so I could hear exactly what he'sthinking.
He slides his pants down, and his cock springsfree.
After reaching for a condom, he stops short of opening it. "I've always worn one of these. I know you're clean and on birth control because it's club rules, and you know I'm the same...." He pauses, looking at me for a few breaths. "I don't want to wear one right now. I don't feel it's right to be with you wearing a barrier likethis."
My eyes fill with tears. He gets it. He gets me. And in this moment I know this is truly myfantasy.
I sit up, and we kneel facing eachother.
"I don't want you to use one either," I whisper and reach up to kiss him, the first time I’ve done so. It is so exhilarating, kissing him the way I've always wanted, the way I’ve dreamt of doing foryears.
He lowers me to the bed, holding onto each one of my hands, stretching my armswide.
He rises only enough to position himself correctly, then pushes inside me, caressing my insides with his barecock.
I moan deeply, white-knuckling the sheets and arching myback.
Connor's quick to meet my lips with his, holding my face as he slides in and out of me in the most addictive, seductive, mind-blowingway.
I pull my arms in but he shakes his head ever so slightly, his lips never leaving mine. His elbows open wider, indicating for me to keep my arms in place so Ido.
Up, down, back and forth. I can't get enough, yet I can't do anything aboutit.
