My rant ends abruptly when his face tilts up and he slowly removes the hat from his head, holding it in his hand and looking me straight in the eyes.
Shock is not something I’ve ever personally felt, but that’s the only thing that comes to mind as I look into the eyes of the man who rocked my world this weekend.
“Alex…” I whisper in disbelief.
“Hi, Jenelle.”
“How are you here? How did I not know? Wait, did you know?”
“Yes, I did,” he says, those blue eyes zeroing in on me the same way they did the night we met. “I knew exactly who you were. I first saw you at orientation and have kept my eyes on you every day since.”
“So at that club…?”
“Yes, I thought it was too good to be true that I just happened to run into you forty minutes away from base.”
He walks toward me with that damn sexy smirk, and I immediately stand and back up in response. “We can’t do this.” I hold up my hands to stop him.
“We already have.”
He walks around my desk as I hit the back wall, panicking when I realize I have nowhere else to go.
“I’m your superior, we can get in serious trouble fraternizing.”
“Is that what you called it when I made you cum so hard you couldn’t see straight?”
Bolts of electricity run between my thighs just from his voice, and I have to hold my breath to stop myself from reaching out for him.
Suddenly my vocabulary completely disappears. No words come out of my mouth. No protest, nogo away, nothing. I stand there, holding my breath, praying I don’t have to fight him and he’ll back off on his own.
He doesn’t.
No, he gets so close I feel his breath run down my neck. He’s not physically caressing my skin with his hands but every inch of his body is touching mine, and when he thrusts his hardening cock against me, my insides ache to feel him again.
“You can’t fight it,” he whispers in my ear.
I turn my head away from him.
“See, if you could, you’d push me away right now. You wouldn’t have allowed me to walk behind your desk if I was only your subordinate.”
I take a deep breath in, holding it again, willing myself to push him away, but everything in me is fighting the rational person screaming in my brain.
“Don't worry, I couldn’t push you away if I tried, either.”
His hands reach up to my face and his lips are on mine before I can even release the breath I’ve been holding.
I melt under his touch, bringing my arms up around his neck, pulling him closer as I wrap one leg around him so I can tame this desperate feeling growing deep inside.
It’s not until I hear footsteps outside my door that my brain finally kicks in and I push him away. “Please, no. We can’t do this. I could get in a lot of trouble.”
“Isn’t that part of the fun?” He smirks, holding out his hands to the side.
“Alex, you have to go.”
“Fine, I’ll leave, but I’m not going anywhere. I promise you that. You and I are just beginning our, what did you call it,fuck buddy—” he winks “—time together.”
I stand there silent, unable to say anything in response. It’s not until he’s out the door do I fall back into my chair, hitting myself because I never even spoke to him about staying out of trouble.
Great superior I am.
