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Our lips and teeth and tongues tangle, we kiss until we’re both breathless, and I feel the last of her climax ripple away, until the shaking turns into a new kind of trembling.

Releasing the hold I have around her middle, I nip at her full, kiss swollen lower lip, then soothe it away with my tongue. “On your hands and knees.”

She moans lightly as she rises off of me, her limbs shaking as she settles on her hands, her round ass splayed for me like my own personal feast. I can’t help myself; I lean forward and sink my teeth into one supple cheek before rising onto my knees behind her. Her eyes are on me in the mirror as I position myself at her entrance again, pushing the broad head of my cock into her wet and glistening folds, just an inch. I settle my palms over the heavy curves before me, over her back, the soft roundness of her hips and ass, letting my fingers trail lightly over the sensitive flesh at the back of her thighs. She trembles beneath my touch, goosebumps flashing across her skin.

“Do you understand yet how unbelievably stunning you are?” I ask her reflection. She bites down on her lower lip, uncertainty flashing in her eyes. “Do you understand how impossible it was for me to stay away from you?You own me, Teddy. My body.” Curving my hands around the meaty part of her hips, I haul her back toward my waiting cock, burying myself as deep as I can go in one long, hard thrust. I’m so hard it hurts. I know I won’t last much longer; the tightness, the sensation of her gripping me is hurtling me toward my own orgasm. “My heart.” I pound into her, hard enough to make her tits sway with the thrust and she mewls, the sound ricocheting through me like awrecking ball. I’m fucking done for. She’s everything.My everything. “My fucking soul, Teddy.”

Her mouth drops open, her eyes wide on mine in the mirror.

“Do you feel how badly I want you, Teddy?” I glide my hands over her possessively. I’m fucking feral for her at this point. “You do this to me. Drive me fucking crazy.”

She nods, her eyes luminous as she watches me. I let my own gaze drop to where we’re connected, her ass resting against my thighs, my abs, and I smooth my hands over her gently, lovingly. Pulling back, I groan through tightly clenched teeth at the sight of her body swallowing me whole as I push back in. Her back arches, granting me better access, and I slide deeper. She sinks down onto her forearms, her forehead thumping into the carpeted floor, and her hands spread wide on the floor above her head.

I slap her ass, earning another clench around my dick and a breathy gasp from her lips. “Eyes, Teddy. I need those eyes, beautiful.

She raises her head, shifting back up onto her palms, pushing back against me. But her eyes find mine, as always, and I let loose. Gripping these soft, grabbable hips in a tight hold, I slam into her, over and over again. Her mouth opens on a silent cry, her brows pulled tightly together. Her tits sway with every hard thrust, and I’m torn between watching her beautiful face and watching this glorious body taking everything I’m giving to her. Her inner walls pulse around me, and I know she’s close. I recognize the fluttering. She’s going to come again.

“Xander,” she mewls, a soft, keening sound. So desperate. So needy. So fuckingmine.

Fuck,myname on her lips; a prayer, a plea. My goddamn ruin. I’m undone.

“That’s my beautiful girl,” I rasp, hips snapping into hers again and again. My balls are drawing tight, my release converging at my spine. “Come for me, pretty girl.”

And she does. Her back bows, her thighs quake, her pussyclenches around me and my vision goes hazy as my own climax roars through me, scorching me from the inside out. My hips snap into hers once, twice more, all finesse fleeing as I spill inside her with hot, long spurts, my cock pulsing as she draws every drop from me. The groan that tears out of my throat is almost a roar.

I’m panting raggedly, my heart a hammering cadence in my chest. God above, I haven’t come that hard… ever.

Her head drops forward between her bridged arms, shaking as she holds herself off the floor. I trail my fingers from her bottom up her back, then back down the indent of her spine. She shivers, letting out a breathy moan.

“My beautiful fucking girl.”

“I didn’t believe you,” she whispers, her head still bowed toward the floor. Then she raises her head, meeting my gaze in the mirror again. Her eyes glisten with tears, but a soft, radiant smile pulls at her lips, and it sends fissures through my chest. “But I do now. You make me feel beautiful, and sexy, and desirable.”

“You are all of those things,” I whisper in return, unable to keep the shakiness from my voice. “All of it, and so much more, sweetheart.”

I pull out of her, groaning as I push to my feet. My legs shake—fuck she made me come so hard I saw stars—and offer my hand to her to help her stand. She wobbles too, and I can’t resist the urge to wrap her in my arms and hold her against my chest, tucking her head beneath my chin. Her arms slide around my waist, her fingers trailing along my spine as we stand that way for a long moment, enjoying the peace only lovers feel.

And then she squirms against me and looks up, her nose wrinkling adorably. I peck a kiss to her lips, a soft, chaste kiss, and ask, “What is it?”

“You certainly like to make a mess of me…” She blushes prettily, and I grin, that age old, primal urge to beat my chest with my fists rising in me.Mine.

“I wasn’t lying when I said I do very much like the sight of my cum dripping out of you,” I rasp against her mouth. She bites her lip and that blush deepens. “It’s a reminder of where I’ve been, what you do to me, and what I do to you. I like marking you as mine, Teddy.”

A soft inhale of breath. Her eyes raise to mine. “Is that what I am? Yours?”

Grabbing handfuls of her backside in my palms, I nuzzle her neck before kissing my way back up to her mouth. “If you’ll have me, yes.”

“Are you sure?” she asks against my mouth. “I come with a lot of baggage, Xander, and I can’t do casual. I have kids?—”

“You’re a package deal, and one I understood before this ever started, Teddy,” I whisper gently, stroking her hair away from her face before cupping her jaw in my palms. I let my thumbs rub along her cheekbones, staring down into those beautiful eyes. “There’s no amount of ‘baggage’ that could make me not want this. But I don’t want you saying yes to something you’re not sure about. My job… I know the risks. And that’s why I fought against this so fucking hard.”

“Because of Logan,” she whispers, and I nod solemnly.

“Because the thought of causing you or these kids any pain is abhorrent to me.” Taking her hand in mine, I drag it to my mouth and press a kiss to the center of her palm. “I love you, Teddy. I think I have for a while, sweetheart.”

“Xander…” she breathes reverently, her eyes shimmering as she stares up at me. I know she’s not ready to say it back, and that’s okay. As long as she doesn’t push me away.

I kiss her palm again, then whisper against her skin, “It’s okay. I just need you to know. I told you I was done fighting this, and I meant it. You and these kids mean the world to me. I don’t want just casual with you. I want everything, beautiful.”