Page 82 of Chaos & Ruin


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Sometimes I hear noises. Soft footsteps brushing along the hall. A whisper of movement behind closed doors. But I tell myself it’s all in my head.

When I lift my face, I see someone in the window.

A woman in white. Her dark brown hair spilling over her shoulders. She stands there, looking down at me, still as a painting.

The crunch of tires on the driveway pulls my attention away. I turn my head, and when I look back, the window is empty.

I see her sometimes. Always in the same spot.

I tried to find the room, but it seems it doesn’t exist.

“What are you doing?” Catherine stomps toward me, her heels getting stuck in the dirt.

“My goldfish died,” I say, smacking my lips.

She lifts a brow. “Why are you wet?”

“I tried to revive it in the pool.”

She crosses her arms. “Why don’t I believe you?”

“I’m drunk.” I wobble on purpose and grab the shovel for balance.

“That, I believe.” She turns and walks toward the house, then looks back. “You coming?”

I nod. I carry the shovel to the wall, lean it there, and follow her inside.

“Am I alone here?” I ask, trying to keep up with her pace.

“We have maids,” she says. “If that’s what you are asking.”

“Yeah,” I mutter.

Maybe the woman in the window is a maid.

She opens a cupboard, ignoring the carton box with a red ribbon. The inside is still smeared with dried blood. She takes something out and heads back toward the pool.

“We got something for you,” she says.

I follow her, pacing behind, still pretending I am losing my balance.

We reach the garage. She lifts the door, and next to Judas’s two bikes, there is one more.

A pink Yamaha R125.

“Happy birthday,” she says.

I scream. I spin back to her and wrap my arms around her.

“Since you have your license, we thought you should have your own bike too,” she says.

I rush toward it. My hand slides down the leather seat, over the cool pink metal, then settles on the black handlebars. The rubber grips press into my palms.

“It’s perfect,” I say. My eyes burn with happiness. “Can I ride?”

“No.” She shakes her head. “You just told me you were drunk a minute ago.”

“It was a cover because I had to bury a dick my stalker brought me for a birthday present,” I say, blinking at her.