“Oh, Ooh! Like that.” Her adorable, confused expression cleared to be replaced by a secret smile. “Nothing.”
“C’mon! I told you mine.”
“It…it’s ridiculous. Really!” Tanya wrinkled her nose, already feeling a little shy.
“Nope, not buying that. Tell me.” Neil was persistent, his eyes eager and desire-filled.
Tanya hid her face in his chest, almost mumbling “I want to…huh….to taste you.”
It was Neil’s turn to be speechless. “Huh?” He made her look at him.
“I told you, it’s nothing great. I haven’t ever done that before and I was reading about it. I don’t even know if you like it. I was wondering…”
Neil stopped her babbling with a hard kiss. “Don’t like it? Honey, it already feels like I am dead and gone to heaven.” Tanya realized two things at once. He sure was looking forward to it like a kid looking forward to Disneyland, and he was completely aroused.
“You really mean that don’t you?”
“While I find the lack of confidence in yourself disturbing, I am more than willing to show you how much I really, totally mean it.” Neil picked up Tanya with undue haste, quickly walking upstairs to his room. The minute he kicked the door shut and put her down, his hands went to his buckle. Tanya gulped, yet she came forward. Time to take charge! The late evening rays hardly entered the room through the thick drapes, giving the room a soft glow. She pushed Neil to the bed and knelt before him. Pushing his hands away from his hip, she pulled the zipper down. At the hissing sound from Neil, her eyes shot to his face. She was more than fascinated by the expression on his face. His eyes were closed, his fist tightly closed by his side.
That was when Tanya realized the feminine power that she had over him. Eager to explore the unknown power, Tanya took him in her hand. He was soft and steel, all at once. She bit her lip as she experimentally moved her hands. His hand immediately closed over hers, showing her how it was done. A couple of minutes later, Tanya pushed his hand away. She didn’t want him to interfere. This was her time to pleasure him; just as he had, all these days. Without giving him the time to intrude or protest, Tanya bent her head and took him in her mouth.
Neil swore and bucked his lips. Tanya looked up, almost transfixed at the rigidity of his face. She swirled her tongue, causing one of his hands to fist in her hair. Yet, he was careful not to tug at her hair. He was trying his best not to move inside her mouth.Inexperienced. she’s inexperienced.He repeatedly chanted this in his head, lest his carefully held control broke like a dam. Tanya moved her head slowly at first, before trying to move her head deeper. His hands caught her hair and released them, alternatively. Her hands and fingers aided her mouth and tongue, unknowingly bringing him to his knees.
“Enough!” The harsh word hung in the air.
“But, I want…” Tanya’s breath whooshed out of her lungs when she felt Neil flip her on to the bed. He easily flipped her on her stomach, one of his hands holding her down. His need was throbbing, begging for a release. With an urgency that betrayed his red-hot desire, he thrust into Tanya from behind, in a single movement.
Tanya’s breath caught in her throat. Despite weeks of lovemaking, this was new to her; new, dangerous, and insanely hot. She whimpered, as he fisted her hair and pounded into her. All too soon she felt the familiar coil of desire from her belly. She felt the waves of pleasure crash, barely registering his completion. “Wow” Tanya’s soft exclamation made him smile.
“Indeed” He continued to stroke her hair, pulling her into his embrace. He stopped and looked at her, concern evident in his eyes. “Did I hurt you?” In the end, Neil had pounded into her in mindless need, hardly aware of her discomfort.
“No” Tanya smiled at him. “But…”
“What?” He looked worried again.
“Next time you have to allow me to finish what I started.”
Neil pushed her to her back. “You keep this up, and the next time will happen sooner than you want.”
Tanya giggled, hardly threatened by his mock-growl, or by his looming presence. Beneath his growling self, Neil was a tender man. Over the past few months, he had become more than an opinionated boss. He was a smart, intelligent, kind, and fair man, who was honest and outspoken. Too bad, she’d mistaken it for arrogance. Not anymore. She’d come to love this man dearly. Tanya’s heart stopped for a minute before it galloped. Love? Where did love come into all this? She tightened her arms around Neil unconsciously.
“Honey, what’s wrong?” Neil cupped her chin.
With a start, Tanya realized she’d been frowning. She swallowed against the sudden dryness. “Nothing, I am fine.” Obviously, she didn’t want to confess her new-found love. She was apprehensive about his reaction. Even she knew that for an experienced man like Neil, sex did not mean love.
Neil sensed some deep thoughts running through Tanya. He brought her closer to him, cuddling her with his warmth. “What are you thinking about?”
“Food.” Tanya was shocked at how easily the lie escaped her lips.
“What?” Neil chuckled.
“I am hungry, and my cookies are still not done.” She shook her head in exasperation.
“Let’s go eat then. Come on.” Neil got up, pulling her along.
“After a shower.” Tanya went into the huge bathroom, followed by Neil.
Suddenly, Neil stopped by the shower. “Shit!”
