He’s not going to judge me.
“Yeah?” Streeter sounds curious.
I lean up just a bit, letting my voice drop to a soft whisper like someone might hear me.
“I was wondering…” I bite my lip, and the curve of his mouth tells me that he’s reading me again, that he probably already knows exactly what I’m going to ask before I ask it. It doesn’t stop me from stepping out of his hold and moving toward the fire. We’d pretty much made a little nest in front of it, and my eyes slide to the flickering flames as I bring my hand up to half cover my face while I finish my request. “Do you want to try something that I read in my favorite book?” My breath comes out a little shuddery, and I shiver. “I’ve never felt safe enough to ask, and I…” I bite my lip, because the honesty in what I’m saying burns along every nerve I have. I’veneverhad the chance to explore myself before. I’ve never had a chance to just ask. But with Streeter… with Streeter, I feel free. “But I think I want to try… with you. If you want?”
Streeter’s lips part, and I can tell that I’ve actually shocked him just a bit. And then the look in his eyes goes completelyferal, and I feel my heartbeat pick up. God, he’s dangerous, and beautiful.
He’s absolutely perfect.
“What exactly do you want me to do to you, Hummingbird?” The question is loaded, because I’m not sure I can tell him that the actual answer is…
Everything.
I want him to doeverythingto me. There’s not enough time between now and when the snow melts to even scratch the surface.
And I really do have a problem, because I’m realizing I’ll do whatever I have to if it means I get to stay with him.
15
STREETER
I completely misjudged Remi.My hummingbird is shy, but he’s adventurous.
I like that.
Crooking my finger, I beckon him over to me, wanting to give him what he asked for.
He audibly gulps, but he inches closer, fiddling with the hem of his shirt.
When he’s close enough, I hook a finger in the belt loop of his jeans and tug him the rest of the way forward until he’s flush against me. He lets out a sound of surprise, his small hands landing on my pecs.
“You sure about this, Remi?” I ask, looking into his eyes. “What you’re asking for… it requires a lot of trust.” I try to impress upon him that this is a big deal.
He pulls in a deep breath, then nods. “Yes. I… trust you?” His voice goes up at the end, like it’s a question.
Smirking, I thumb over his lower lip, watching how his pupils blow and feeling the drag of his exhale across my flesh. “You don’t sound too sure, Hummingbird.”
Keeping his wide eyes on me, he darts out that pretty pink tongue and drags it over my thumb. Then he draws it into his mouth, sucking on it wetly.
I growl, my hand on his hip tightening hard enough to leave bruises.
Remi says he’s inexperienced, but he has me ready to blow in my fucking pants from sucking my goddamn finger. What he thinks he lacks in skills, he definitely makes up for with enthusiasm.
He pops my thumb free from his lips, a shy but fucking sexy look in his eyes. “I’m sure, Streeter. I want it.”
I yank him forward and slam my mouth down on his, swallowing his surprised moan. Remi slides closer to me, wrapping his arms around my neck, his tentative fingers threading through the hair at my nape. He practically humps my leg, rubbing himself against my thigh.
Chuckling, I pull back, halting his movements. Remi whines and tries to kiss me, but I hold him steady. “Let me play with you first,” I tease, keeping just out of reach of his searching lips.
“Streeter,” he groans, shuffling back and forth.
“Shh,” I quiet him, then dive back into his mouth. “You’ll get what you want, I promise.”
He huffs, giving me puppy dog eyes. Smirking, I drop to my knees, dragging his pants down as I go. His erect shaft pops out, bobbing in the air. Precum already dots the tip and I dive in, taking the sweet droplet into my mouth.
Remi releases a strangled moan, his hands flying to my shoulders. His nails dig into my flesh as he pushes deeper into my mouth. While his dick isn’t as big as mine, it’s more than a mouthful, and I close my lips around him, sucking him in deeper.
