My control snapped for a second.
In aholy-shit-I-need-to-ground-myself-before-I-devour-herway.
My dick was throbbing. I pushed down in to the mattress to ease the tension. Her soft gasp at the movement I made against the bed nearly killed me.
I swallowed hard.
And when she moaned my name again, I slid the next finger in, slow, watching every flicker of her expression. She loved it. And my reaction?
Not holy or reverent.
Pure fucking possession.
A growl scraped my throat, soft enough not to scare her, but true enough to feel like something ancient dragging through me.
“Baby, you’re making a mess on my fingers,” I murmured, kissing her temple as her thighs trembled. “Look at you taking Daddy fingers so sweetly. Made for my hand, aren’t you.”
Her chest lifted on a shaky breath. “Feels… good.”
I guided her hips down again with my palm. “Baby, we’re just going to do this for a while. You riding my fingers.”
She whimpered softly, hips beginning to find a tiny rhythm.
My other hand slid under the pillow again, grinding down once more just to survive how fucking gorgeous she was like this. Her body, her sounds, her trust, it all hit.
“Daddy…How long…How long do we do this until… until you’re there instead of your hand?”
I nearly lost my mind. A groan tore out of me.
“Baby…”
She tilted her hips again, asking, wanting, chasing the feeling. Her innocence was going to undo me.
I kissed the corner of her mouth.
“Daddy won’t rush your first time.”
Her thighs pressed around my wrist.
“Vince,” she whispered.
Fuck.
Her whispering my name like that?
I’d burn a city for less.
“Vince, do you… do you want to use protection? I don’t mind. Whatever you prefer. I trust you.”
I stilled, not stopping the comfort of my thumb, or breaking the moment.
She looked up, wide-eyed, nervous. What I preferred, every time I’d ever had sex, I’d been shielded. A layer between me and whoever I was inside. I didn’t want that with her. Nothing between my girl and me.
I swallowed. “I should say yes.”
Her fingers slid into my hair. “But?”
“But I’ve never gone bare with anyone. And I don’t want anything between us tonight.” I leaned my forehead against hers. “Unless that scares you. If you want me covered, I will be. You say it.”
