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I looked up at her, letting her see the cold fury in my eyes. "You knew what he'd done. You knew he'd killed someone. And you stayed with him fortwo more months."

I expected denial. Tears. Pleading excuses about fear and survival. The script in my head demanded it.

But she didn't give it to me. She slowly closed thefolder, her fingers tracing the embossed 'A.S.' on the cover with something like resignation. When she looked up, the anger was gone, replaced by a deep, exhausted sorrow that seemed to age her before my eyes.

"I know," she said, her voice so quiet I had to lean in to hear it. "I know I'm not innocent."

The admission disarmed me completely. It left my rehearsed arguments hanging in the air, useless and hollow.

"That night…" She swallowed hard, her throat working. "He'd been drinking since noon. He was angry about something at work, something with his boss. He'd hurt me earlier." A faint, unconscious touch to her ribs, where I now imagined a bruise long faded. "He wanted to go to a bar. Dixon's. I asked if we could take a cab instead."

She paused. I waited, something within me tensing up for what she’d say next.

"That's when he told me I was difficult to love. That my mother was right to leave me." Her voice hitched, catching on her words. "In the car, he was speeding through residential streets. I begged him to slow down. I was terrified. He just went faster, angrier."

Another pause. The longest one. I could hear my own heartbeat in the silence.

"Then, it happened."

Her words fell like stones into still water.

She closed her eyes, and I could see her reliving it. "He got out. I thought—I thought he was going to help whoever we'd hit. But he came back too quickly. His face..." She shuddered. "He drove away. Just drove away. He parked somewhere dark, a closed hardware store, and told me if I ever spoke a word, he'd say I was driving. 'Who'll they believe? A lawyer or a college dropout?' He was so calm. So certain."

She opened her eyes, and they were swimming with unshed tears, but none fell. "I had no money. No family. No friends he hadn't chased away or isolated me from. I was trapped in that car, and then I was trapped in that apartment with him, with what we'd done. What he'd done. I don't even know anymore."

Her voice dropped to barely a whisper. "It took me two more months to find the courage to run. Two months of living with a monster and the ghost of a woman I never knew. A woman whose name I didn't even learn until I read it in your messages, Elena..." She looked at me directly. "I am guilty of being a coward. I am guilty of being terrified. I am guilty of silence. But I did not help him kill your wife, and I am not a monster."

Her testimony was simple. Undramatic. It wasn't a defense; it was a confession of a different kind. My clean, righteous anger began to fracture. I felt it crack down the middle like ice under weight, fault lines spreading through the certainty I'd built over nine months. The image she'd painted, not of a callous accomplice, but a trapped, abused woman staring ather own death if she spoke, didn't fit the monster I'd spent so long constructing in my head.

My hands were shaking. I turned away sharply, grabbing the robe from behind the bathroom door, needing the barrier. I needed to hide the tremor in my hands.

I turned to the window, the city glittering below us. Millions of lights. Millions of lives. All of them are indifferent to the drama unfolding in this room. "I could ruin you," I said quietly, my voice barely above a whisper. "One call to Pristine Services. You stole from a client. A few pieces of jewelry went missing. Impossible to disprove." I watched her reflection in the glass, a ghost overlaid on the skyline. "Another call to your landlord. You're harboring a connection to a convicted felon. Background check red flags. He'd evict you by Monday."

She didn't move. Didn't react. Just stood there like a statue.

"I could make you disappear from this city, Anna. You'd have to run again. Start over somewhere new. New name, new life, new lies. Again."

Her reflection remained still for a long moment. Then, so quietly I almost missed it: "Then do it."

I turned. She was standing straight, her shoulders back, facing me. There was no defiance left in her posture, only profound resignation. The resignation of someone who'd been waiting for the axe to fall.

"If that's what you need to do," she said, her voice steady now, eerily calm, "do it. I can't stop you. Icouldn't stop Carter. I couldn't save your wife. I can't even save myself." She met my eyes directly. "I've been waiting for this since the day he went to prison. I always knew someone would come for me eventually. I just didn't know it would be you. You had no right to spy on me like you did, but I respect your anger, and I acknowledge your grief."

Her surrender was absolute. It wasn't a challenge; it was a fact. She had handed me the detonator to her life and was simply waiting for the explosion, eyes open, unflinching. The power, which had felt so potent moments ago when I'd imagined this scene, now felt cheap and corrosive in my hands. What victory was there in destroying someone who already felt annihilated?

I couldn't reconcile it. The monster I'd constructed in my head over nine months of surveillance, calculating and complicit, didn't match the weary, guilt-ridden woman standing in my office in her cleaning clothes, ready to accept whatever punishment I dealt. My rage had no clean target anymore. It splintered, lashing out in the only direction it could.

"You will leave," I said, with a finality I truly meant. "Now. You will not come back. You will not call. You will not attempt to contact Daisy in any way. If you do, I will execute every option in that file. Do you understand?"

She nodded, just once. "I understand."

"Then go."

I gestured toward the door with a sharpmovement. She didn't look at the file again. Didn't look at me. She just walked, her steps silent on the expensive rug, a figure of utter defeat. A part of me, the part still howling for vengeance, wanted to feel triumph. Victory. Something.

I felt nothing. Just a vast, cracking hollow where my certainty had been.

I followed at a distance, a warden seeing a prisoner out. She crossed the living room, past the remnants of the tea party still scattered on the floor, tiny teacups, stuffed animals frozen in their chairs, and a pink blanket. She reached the service entrance. Her hand closed around the knob. She twisted it?—