And he did with ease.
“Spread your legs wider,” he grunted into my ear.
I did as I was told. It allowed him to access my clit more easily. He rubbed my faster, making me moan his name.
“I love my cock in your ass. I love that I’m your first. I wish I were your first everything, Amelia.”
I whimpered again, wishing for that too.
“But I’m not.” He sucked against the sensitive flesh of my neck, definitely leaving his mark before his lips were at my ear. “But I’ll damn well be your last, baby.”
My orgasm slammed into me.
“Ah, that’s my sweet girl. Come for me, baby. Just like that. Fuck. Just like that. Let it out. You’re doing such a good fucking job for me. Come, baby. There you go, angel. Perfect. Such a good fucking girl. Yes. Mmm. Fuck, you’re so good.”
His talking me through it made my head swim.
He let out a soft groan, his body tensing, before his cock pulsed deep in my ass.
His breathing was ragged in my ear as he filled me. We stayed locked that way for a moment before he wound his arms around me tightly.
There was so much we both wanted to say. I could feel it all the way to my soul, but neither of us said it. Instead, he held me for a long time before pulling out of my body. He lifted me into his arms before bringing me right back to the bathroom.
Instead of a shower, this time he ran us a warm tub filled with bubbles, and placed me in the heat before climbing in behind me to hold me.
We still didn’t say a word. Instead, he pressed tender kisses against my head or my neck and shoulder every now and then until I was dozing off in his strong arms.
I didn’t know what time I woke up. All I knew was that when my eyes opened, they found his. He’d be lying there beside me, watching me sleep. I was on my stomach while he was on his side, facing me.
I smiled. “Good morning.”
“Morning,” he replied softly.
One word was all it took to remind me of what was ahead of us.
I took a deep breath and prepared myself. “Alright, let’s get it over with. Tell me what you had to tell me.”
He pressed his lips into a tight line as he rolled away, seemingly just as tense as I was.
“Don’t you want to get breakfast first?” he asked, sitting on the edge of the bed and bending forward to grab some pants. He stood and pulled them on before turning and looking down at me.
I’d rolled over in bed and had the sheet pulled up over my bare chest.
“No, I just want to get this out of the way. If we don’t, it’s just going to sit on my chest and weigh me down until we finally talk about it. So, let’s skip all the nerves and doubt. Just tell me, Ollie.” I breathed out, terrified of whatever he was going to say to me.
He took a deep breath and dropped back onto the bed, sitting on the edge with one knee bent on the mattress while his left foot stayed on the floor. “I’ve been trying to get out of this mess for a long time.”
I nodded him on.
“I never should have gotten involved, but I was young and stupid. I can’t say I didn’t know any better because I did. I just thought the money was worth it. After a few years, though, the money wasn’t worth it anymore. I wanted out. I just wanted a normal life, but my old boss wasn’t going to let me have that.”
I felt my brows knit together as I looked at him. I could see all the anger, resentment, and fear on his face.
“So, I decided that if he wasn’t going to let me go, I was going to take him down. Any means necessary. I didn’t care if I died. I didn’t care if I ended up killing him or if he was arrested and charged for his crimes. I didn’t care what would happen because any of those meant that I was free.”
I nodded again.
“So that’s when I decided to ruin a deal of his that I didn’t have anything to do with. I drove a car he had me steal right through the wall of this warehouse where he happened to be, collecting on another deal.” His eyes filled with tears, and he shook his head. “Shit hit the fan. People panicked. Nobody knew what was happening. They just knew they had to get out before the police arrived. They pulled out their weapons, and they started to shoot at anything that was moving, anything that could stop them from getting away.”