“Do you ever get tired? Not physically, but... spiritually. Emotionally. Does the weight of your function ever become too much to bear?”
The question hit closer to home than Cael was prepared for. He thought of eons spent in solitude, of the accumulated weight of countless endings, of the strange emptiness that had defined his existence until recently.
“Yes,” he said quietly. “Though I had not recognized it as tiredness until recently.”
“What changed?”
Cael considered the question, tracing the evolution of his consciousness back through recent days. “Observing you changed something. Seeing someone choose to share suffering rather than simply end it. It made me question assumptions I had never thought to examine.”
“Questions are dangerous things,” Damian said with a slight smile. “They have a way of leading to more questions.”
“Indeed.” Cael paused, then made a decision that felt both terrifying and inevitable. “Would you be willing to teach me?”
Damian blinked, exhaustion giving way to surprise. “Teach you what?”
“How to help,” Cael said, each word slow and deliberate. “How to ease suffering, not just end it. How to… heal.” The word tasted strange, like hope, like a future he had never imagined.
Damian was quiet for so long that Cael began to wonder if he had asked for something impossible. When the healer finally spoke, his voice was thoughtful, considering.
“I don't know if Death can learn to heal,” he said slowly. “But I suppose there's no harm in trying. If you're genuinely interested in understanding my methods, I could show you. Explain what I do and why.”
The offer was more than Cael had dared hope for. “You would do this? Despite what I am?”
“Maybe because of what you are.” Damian's smile was warmer now, less weary. “If Death himself wants to learnabout healing, who am I to refuse? Besides, you said you were concerned about my wellbeing. Maybe we can help each other.”
Something shifted in Cael's chest at those words, a warmth that had nothing to do with temperature and everything to do with the possibility of connection. For the first time in his existence, he was being offered partnership rather than fear, cooperation rather than submission.
“I would like that,” he said, and meant it more than he'd meant anything in eons.
As if summoned by their conversation, another patient arrived at the clinic door—a desperate knocking that spoke of urgent need. Damian sighed and began to rise, but Cael held up a hand.
“Allow me to observe your methods. If I am to learn, I should watch carefully.” He said
Damian hesitated, then nodded. “All right.”
As Damian moved to answer the door, Cael settled into a corner where he could observe without interfering. The patient was an elderly man with time-burns across his chest, the kind of injury that spoke of prolonged exposure to corrupted temporal magic.
Cael watched with new understanding as Damian worked, seeing for the first time not just the technical aspects of the healing but the emotional cost. Each time the healer drew pain into himself, Cael could see the way it accumulated in his posture, his breathing, the slight tremor in his hands.
But he also saw something else: the peace that crossed the patient's face as his suffering diminished, the way hope returned to eyes that had been dulled by pain. This was what Damian fought for, what he sacrificed his own comfort to achieve.
It was beautiful in a way that Cael had never learned to recognize.
When the healing was complete and the patient had left with grateful thanks, Damian slumped against the examining table with exhaustion that was more profound than before.
“You absorbed too much,” Cael observed, moving closer with growing concern. “The magical resonance in your body is becoming unstable.”
“I know,” Damian admitted. “But he was in so much pain. I couldn't do a partial healing and leave him to suffer.”
Without thinking, Cael reached out, fingers hovering, then settling lightly on Damian’s shoulder. The touch was a shock—warm, yes, but charged, not with magic but with possibility.
For a breathless moment, something passed between them—not pain, but relief. Cool, clear energy moved from Cael’s touch, settling Damian’s frantic magic, untangling the knots of suffering inside him.
They both stared at the point of contact, as if the world might change shape around it.
“How did you do that?” Damian whispered.
“I do not know,” Cael admitted, but he didn't remove his hand. The sensation of contact was addictive in ways he hadn't expected, warm and grounding and utterly foreign to his usual existence. “It felt... natural.”
