“I wasn’t!” she yelled right back. “You’re the one who decided you couldn’t trust me! You’re the one who just had to prove-”
“Oh, give me a fucking break!” Jason shouted, causing her to jump back. “I fucked up, Haley. I admit that. Hell, I admitted it right when it happened and I even told you when we started out that I would most likely fuck up,” he continued, not giving her a chance to speak, “You were happy that I fucked up since it gave you the excuse that you needed to get rid of me.”
“No, it didn’t! You don’t trust me, Jason! You should have-”
“I should have done a hundred different things, but you know what, Haley? I didn’t. I fucked up, but you’re acting like I fucked around on you!”
“Because you’re going to!” she shouted back, wiping angrily at the tears that spilled down her cheeks. “We both knew this wasn’t going to last, Jason!”
“Wasn’t going to last? I fucking loved you!” Jason shouted, getting closer. “I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you! But the entire time I was picturing a house, marriage, and kids, you were just using me!”
“I wasn’t using you!” Haley cried, shoving him back.
“Then, what the hell do you call it?” Jason demanded, letting her shove him again. “I was good enough to hang around, date, fuck, oh, wait, no, I wasn’t, was I? The only thing you thought I was good for was a good time!”
“I can’t believe you’re complaining since that’s exactly what you’ve done to everyone else! You’re just pissed because someone did it to you!”
“I have never led anyone on. They all knew that I had nothing to offer them, but you,” Jason shook his head in disgust, “you made me think that you actually cared for me when all you were was a bitch looking for a good time.”
She stumbled back.
“You’re a fucking snob just like your family,” he said coldly.
“I hate you,” she mumbled hollowly.
She never used him. She’d been the only one of them who went into this relationship with a level head. He might think that he loved her today, but she knew that would change one day and she wasn’t going to feel bad because she got out before that day came. She’d seen it happen so many times. She’d watched it happen with her parents and-
She didn’t want that.
She couldn’t stand the idea of hating him so much that she-
God, this hurt so much.
Nodding to himself, Jason said, “You came to me for a good time, so I’m going to make sure you get just that.”
“Wha-”
He cut her off with a firm kiss. She tried to pull back, but he wasn’t having that. He cupped the back of her head, holding her to him as he brushed his lips over hers, teasing her into kissing him back. When he ran the tip of his tongue between her lips, demanding entrance, she was helpless to refuse.
Haley moaned when his warm tongue slid into her mouth, gliding over hers, and then tangled together. Her arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer, unable to stand the thought of being apart for another second. No matter what he thought, she hadn’t been using him. She loved him so much and even though she knew that she would wind up getting hurt, she hadn’t been able to pass up a chance to be with him.
When he picked her up in his arms, she didn’t fight him. No, she fisted his hair, tilted her head, and deepened the kiss. Several minutes later, they were in her living room and he was kicking the front door shut. He placed her on her feet only to grab her thighs and lift her back up. She wrapped her legs around his waist, loving the way he grabbed her bottom and ground her against his hard bulge pressing against his fly.
She released one hand from his hair to reach between them and yank his tee-shirt up. Jason turned around in the small hallway and pushed her up against the wall as he reached back and yanked his shirt free, only breaking the kiss long enough to pull the shirt off. He kept her pressed against the wall as he worked her shirt off.
Once he had her shirt off, he raised her above him so that he could lick his way down to her breasts. She hugged his head against her chest as he traced the outline of her bra with his tongue and moaned when he suckled her hard nipple through the thin lace.
“Mmmm,” Haley moaned softly as he licked and kneaded her breasts. Her hips gently rolled against his stomach, searching for relief. She arched her back when she felt his hands leave her breasts and move to her back. In seconds, he had her bra undone and was running his tongue over her breasts, flicking her hard nipples.
Haley licked her lips as she worked her bra off the rest of the way. She wrapped her arms back around his head, holding him against her as she leaned over and pressed a kiss to the top of his head.
Jason groaned as he wrapped his arms around her, keeping her breasts where he wanted them. He pulled her away from the wall and walked down the pitch-black hallway to her bedroom. Somehow, he managed to make it to the bed without stumbling.
He laid her on the bed. Bending over her, he ran his tongue from one hard nipple to the other as he undid her shorts. He slid his hand beneath the waist of her shorts and inside her panties. He cupped her in his hand, making her squirm against him.
With one last flick of his tongue against her nipple, Jason sat up and helped her out of her shorts and panties while Haley toed off her canvas sneakers. She opened her arms to him, expecting him to come back down for a kiss. In the dim moonlight, she saw him shake his head.
“Roll over onto your stomach,” he said, already helping her turn over. “On your hands and knees,” Jason said softly.
