“I’ve liked a guy before, but I was so confused by it that I never got a chance to figure it out.” Then I got kidnapped but didn’t need to say that out loud. I look into her eyes. “You don’t care? About Gage and Leo, I mean?”
“Or you and Ryder? No. Like I told them, as long as it stays within our group, I don’t care.”
“You’re kind of perfect.” She’s more than perfect. I was confusedabout my feelings, afraid she would get mad at me for looking at Ryder, but she just accepts it. Just like she has with me.
She laughs. “Not even close.”
She goes back to watching TV, and I kick myself for even worrying she would be mad. I watch with her as long as I can before I become hyper-aware of her lying with me. Her head on my arm, the smell of her hair, her breasts pressed to my side, her bare leg touching mine. I shift in the bed, trying to hide that her touch gives me a hard-on.
“Holden?” she says softly.
“Yeah?” I ask, my voice hoarse.
“Are you okay with this?”
Does she think I’m uncomfortable with her lying on me?
“I am,” I answer. Just my cock is painfully uncomfortable.
She looks up at me, and I don’t think. I just act. I kiss her just like she showed me outside. She opens immediately for me, and I groan into her mouth. Her lips fit perfectly against mine and are pouty and soft.
I roll so she’s on her back so I can deepen the kiss. She runs her soft hands down my back, meeting me kiss for kiss. Her body feels amazing against mine. Ever since I got to touch her outside, it’s all I can think of.
“Touch me,” she whispers against my lips before deepening the kiss again.
I swallow the nerves since I don’t have Gage coaching me. Would I be a complete ass if I ask him to come here?
I run my hand up her thigh and realize she doesn’t have shorts on, just panties. The shirt fits her like a dress, so she doesn’t need them. I slip my hand under the shirt, up her toned stomach, until I touch her bare breast. I don’t know why that turns me on even more, knowing she was almost completely bare for me before she walked in.
As Gage showed me, I roll her nipple between my fingers, and she arches into my touch. “Can I take your shirt off?”
She smiles. “Yes.”
I sit up on my knees and pull her with me. I lift her shirt over herhead, then lay her back down, rubbing my chest across her hard nipples on my way back to her mouth. Her beautiful breasts are pressed against my chest while I devour her mouth. I’m not shy about kissing her anymore, so I take whatever she gives me.
“Mine,” I say when I pull my mouth away from hers, looking her in the eyes. I know she isn’t just mine; she has them too, but right now. She. Is. Mine.
“I’m yours, Holden,” she whispers, and I feel my heart expand.
I kiss her lips once before kissing down her neck, stopping to pay attention to her sensitive nipples. She opens her legs wider, grinding her pussy against my hard cock through my shorts.
I have to close my eyes and breathe through my nose to stop myself from coming in my shorts again.I kiss down her stomach, right above her panties, then her pussy through her panties.
“Oh,” she breathes, raising her hips. I hook my hands in them and pull them slowly down her legs. I toss them behind me before placing my hands on the inside of her thighs and spreading her legs wide. I try to run through everything Gage told me while I’m getting situated between her legs. I lick her from the opening of her pussy to her clit. I circle my tongue around it, hoping I make this enjoyable for her. Her hips jerk closer to my face, making me feel like a fucking superhero. I circle her clit with my tongue until her hips rotate with me, then suck it into my mouth. “Fuck,” she moans, grinding into my face.
She could smother me with her pussy, and I wouldn’t care.
I slowly slide two fingers inside her, marveling at how wet I make her. I move my fingers around, searching for that magic spot. I get frustrated until her hips jerk up and her back bows.
I found it.
I start thrusting my fingers in and out while sucking and licking her clit, watching her face the whole time. She makes the most beautiful face when you make her feel good. Her eyes darken, her cheeks bloom with color, and her lips part slightly. Her chest is heaving harder with each thrust of my fingers or each time I suck on her clit. I feel her start to get tighter and tighter on my fingers. I reach up with my free hand, rolling her nipple with my fingers. Ithrust two more times with my fingers and then suck her clit into my mouth.
“Holden!” she screams. I have to grind my cock into the mattress to keep from coming, just from hearing my name leave her lips. I did that to her. I made her scream my name.
I slide up her body, and she jerks my lips to hers, licking her taste off my tongue. Her hand slides down into my shorts; I have to grab her wrist to stop her. “I’ll come, Les.”
She giggles softly. “That’s the point.”
