She leans down, and her tongue licks up the slit at the head. “Fuck,” I grunt. She smiles up at me and does it again.
She sucks my cock into her mouth; as far as it will go, it’s less than half, but it feels so fucking good. She gets my cock wet with her saliva before sucking the head into her mouth while twisting her hand around the base.
“Goddamn,” Gage mutters from his lounger, watching everything she’s doing. I’m vaguely aware it should be weird to have another man watch you get your cock sucked for the first time, but I couldn’t care less.
She slides her mouth down again, twisting her hand to meet her lips, milking my cock. My hips jerk by themselves, pushing me further into her mouth. She moves her hand and then slides both under my cut-off shirt, scraping her nails down my abs.
“Put one of your hands on her head,” Gage instructs, so I do. “Now tighten your fist.” I almost question him until I feel her moaning around my cock at the suggestion. I tighten my hand,wrapping my fingers in her hair. “Now push gently down on her head. She will tell you if you need to stop.”
Her eyes flick up to mine, letting me know it’s okay. I push down on her head, sending my cock into her mouth, bumping her throat, and her eyes roll back in her head with a moan. Encouraged, I push again, and I feel myself slide further when she swallows around the head of my cock. “Fuck!” I shout before groaning. “Fuck Fuck Fuck,” I chant when she starts sucking my cock faster. When one of her hands slides down, gripping and rolling my balls between her fingers, I know I’m fucking done. “Alessa,” I try to warn. “I’m going to come.” I wanted to give her time to move, but she sucks harder. Gage puts his hand on top of mine and shoves her head down. I feel the first jet pump into her throat, and she just continues to swallow. I groan louder, emptying everything into her throat and running my fingers through her hair after Gage moves his hand.
She lets my cock go with a pop, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, and smiles. “I’d say this was a good learning experience.”
I laugh and crush her to my chest. I kiss her with more confidence than I’ve ever felt, not caring that I could taste my salty cum in her mouth. She pecks my lips, pulling back. “Was that okay?”
“Yeah,” I breathe. “It was perfect.”
“The best is yet to come,” Gage says, waggling his eyebrows.
I laugh again, feeling lighter than I have in a very long time.
Chapter 16
Alessa
After I cuddled with Holden on the lounger for a while longer, he said he needed to get cleaned up, but I suspected he needed to decompress. I didn’t mean for all that to happen, but with Gage encouraging us, I couldn’t help it. Holden was a surprise, and he learned fast. And his cock?Holy shit.I was going to feel that the next day after we slept together for the first time. It. Was.Huge.
Even though I know Holden needed a minute to collect himself, he walked into the house with his head held high. As soon as he disappeared, Gage pulled me to him, flipping us in sixty-nine. He made me come three more times with his mouth before he finally let himself come down my throat.
After my talk with Leo, I felt more myself than I have in a while. I know I told him no more lies, but I can’t tell him about the Black Demon. At least not yet. I’m just glad we could work the other stuff out.
I’m completely blissed out, Gage and I still lying naked together on the lounger, but thoughts of Ryder are still plaguing me. I hate that he feels he had to leave, but I messaged and called all day, and the only thing I got from him was a text saying, “I’m fine.”
“Go get him, Pretty girl,” Gage says, breaking into my thoughts.
“Who?” I ask, confused, looking up at his face.
He looks at me softly. “Ryder.”
“How did you know?”
“You were here, but your mind was a million miles away,” he answers.
“I’m sorry,” I apologize, feeling like shit for making him feel like I wasn’t here with him.
“Don’t apologize.” He rubs his hand down my cheek. “Go get him.”
He helps me get back into my bikini and then slides his shorts back on. He walks me to the bottom of the stairs, kisses me, then pats my ass to move me up the steps.
I throw my hair in a bun and hop in the shower. Nerves start attacking me, and I chastise myself. This was Ryder, my best friend, and he needs to come home. After my shower, I dress in jean shorts and a tank top, then go downstairs.
I turn the corner toward the garage, and that’s when I see Dex coming in. I don’t know what to say to him, either.
Everything blew up in my head last night with Leo, my many fights with Ryder, the discussion with Dex, trying to run businesses, opening a new one, and running this family. I just…broke. I drove to Skyline because I know their security is good, not expecting to see Evander or Mateo, and I suspected someone there called to tell them I was there. They hung out with me all night, letting me get drunk and keeping me company. It’s a point in their favor.
“Hey, Les,” Dex says when he sees me. “I’m sorry about yesterday.”
I shake my head. “Don’t be. I pushed, and I should be the one apologizing.”
