The whole football team showered and dressed in front of one another in the locker room and all we did was walk around naked in the locker room. That was another reason why it would’ve been looked down upon us by our friends had they known. I know they would’ve felt some type of way.
There was this one kid that wrestled on our high school varsity team that was gay and all of the jocks at the school would talk about him and poke fun at him. I remembered on more than one occasion during football season, wrestling practice would start up because wrestling season started right after football season was over. So, there were times when the wrestling team would be in the locker room at the same time as the football team and the majority of the guys on the football team felt a type of way about being naked in front of the dude that was gay.
I used to feel so bad for him, so I just never made fun of him, and I didn’t encourage it when people would pick on him in front of me. It was vital for both me and Tate’s popularity status that no one knew about what we had going on.
Getting weird feelings and sensations running through my body and mind as I watched Tate, I left out of his room andheaded to take a shower. Stepping into the shower, I couldn’t hide the fact that I had a hard-on. That had never happened before, but today for some reason, seeing him naked had me really feeling some type of way. Instantly, I had become horny but knew I had to control my desires. So, taking my hard dick in my hands, I jacked my shit off in the shower as I fantasized about having sex with him. I couldn’t believe how hard I had cum from doing that.
When I was done showering, I headed back into Tate’s room, and thankfully, he wasn’t in there. I assumed he was in the kitchen eating. After changing into a pair of clean basketball shorts and a t-shirt that I had in my gym bag, I headed to the kitchen. By this time, I felt like my stomach was touching my back I was so hungry.
Tate was sitting in the family room on the sofa watching13 Reasons Whyon Netflix while eating. So, I grabbed a plate out of one of the cabinets in the kitchen, fixed myself some food then joined him on the sofa. As we were sitting there watching TV, he asked me a question that changed the direction of our relationship forever.
“Can I ask you a question and you not think or look at me crazy?”
“What’s up?”
“Have you ever thought about having sex with a dude?”
“Come again?” I asked, almost choking on a pizza roll.
“Never mind, it was a stupid question.”
“No question is stupid. Have you… thought about it before?” I asked, answering his question with a question.
“Sleeping with a dude?” he asked as if he needed to make sure I was asking him that when he was the one that initiated the conversation.
“Yeah,” I responded.
There were a few moments of silence before he answered me.
“I would be lying if I said I didn’t. I ain’t gon’ lie, sometimes when I watch porn, I check out a few dude-on-dude action videos.” I was speechless because I had done the same thing. I just never told anyone. I didn’t know how to respond because the air and tension in the room had shifted. “It’s no biggie, I was just curious.”
“You don’t have to feel embarrassed because I’ve been curious too.” I could tell that Tate was feeling embarrassed by my reaction to his question just from the look on his face. “I’ve checked out a few pole-on-pole videos too. I’d be lying if I said I never thought about fucking with it.”
“You would fuck a dude?”
“Yeah…I mean, I don’t know.” I had just fantasized about him and I fucking in his shower, but I wasn’t about to tell him that. “How bout you?”
“Ion know. You know how my peoples are. They not open to shit like that. My Uncle Jim is gay, and he and my dad don’t get along at all. Never did.”
“So, you saying you think you might be gay?”
“Nah, I ain’t saying allat. I’m just saying I’ve been curious bout what it would be like. I’m not saying I want to be in a full fledge relationship with a dude.”
“But you would be open to experimenting with one?”
“That’s the thing, I don’t know. I guess so. Ion feel that way when we’re around our homeboys, but I’d be lying if I said I haven’t felt that way around you.”
Almost choking on the pizza roll I had just popped in my mouth, I was speechless. Tate admitting that he had thought about him and I having sex before was news to me. The fact that I too had thought about fucking him instantly made me feel some type of way. All I know was that one thing led to another and Tate and I ended up in his bedroom experimenting witheach other’s bodies, and the satisfaction that I got from it was no comparison to how I would feel being with a female.
We both ended up enjoying fucking one another more than we ever imagined we would, and from that day forward, he and I maintained a secret sexual relationship.
Yesterday, Tate ended up being off from work, so we spent all day together, and here I was again at his house today. It was almost like we were addicted to one another. Since we knew each other’s bodies like the back of our own hands, we both knew what each other needed to satisfy one another. He and I never kissed, but we did perform oral sex on one another and we both gave and received when it came to fucking on one another.
A normal sex session between us would be us doing oral in the 69 position then we’d take turns having intercourse. We always pulled out, never cumming in each other’s mouth or ass. That was something that we both agreed to being off limits from the very start.
I was cool with it because I was able to fulfill that desire with my other male lover. Tate didn’t know that I was seeing another man, and I never thought to tell him. As far as I knew, I was the only man he was sleeping with, so it was like an understanding that the two of us had that we were each other’s only male sex partner. Since I had broken that pact, I didn’t want to say anything to him because I didn’t want it to affect what we had going on or our friendship.
Tate and I hadn’t seen each other since my wedding day, so we definitely were enjoying each other’s company for the last two days. It was like we couldn’t get enough of each other. He liked for me to tell him about the sex I’d have with Ava, he claimed it was a turn on for him. Then from there we’d dang each other out and he’d be extra freaky. I needed to get all the dick I could because I was scheduled to work the next two days, and I was going to go in for a half day Sunday for one of my co-workers that had a death in his family. My typical work schedule was two days on and one day off, but this coming week was going to be kind of hectic… not just for me, but for Tate as well, so we had to get as much as we could out of each other today.
