Nix is becoming a friend. For real. A friend I fantasize about pinning me to my mattress far too often, but a friend, nevertheless.
And damn…he’s good. Really good. He’s fast, strong, and highly skilled with a stick, obviously, but it’s more than that. His intelligence is there, too, in the way he’s aware of everythinggoing on around him. The way he seems to be able to predict what the other players are going to do next.
I’m actually getting into the game, my pulse picking up as I lean forward in my seat, when my phone pings again. At first, I assume it’s Makena, but it’s not.
It’s a DM notification on Instagram.
From Sierra…
Guess she found me on socials, after all.
Spine stiffening, I click on it, opening the message to see a picture of me, taken from behind a few minutes ago. I’m hunched over my phone, reading my texts, my slumped posture making my blouse sag forward in a way that isn’t flattering. At all.
Just FYI, you should tuck your shirt in and wear a padded bra or something. Luce wanted to add this to her ‘fashion don’ts’ post for today, but I told her she couldn’t. You’re already going through it with your ex marrying that younger woman, and people saying it’s weird that you’re dating someone so much younger than you. You don’t need the entire internet to see how saggy your boobs look in that shirt, too. You’re welcome!! Love and light.
I stand, squeezing my phone hard enough to make my fingers ache. I head back across the box, murmuring as I pass the couch where the vicious little beasties are sitting, “Thanks so much.”
“Sure thing!” Sierra chirps, not looking up from her screen.
“Yeah,” Luce says, barely suppressed laughter in her tone. “We’re here to help.”
Help.
Right.
I wonder if they actually believe that? If not, how do they justify being so nasty? I mean, give me a fucking break. I apologized. Sincerely. And I never intended to hurt anyone’s feelings.
Clearly, I overestimated my ability to navigate this particular social maze without my friends beside me for backup. I should have bailed on joining the WAGs the second Makena texted. I should have texted Nix and told him I would watch from the cheap seats or from a bar down the street or something.
Or lied and said I was having explosive diarrhea and wouldn’t be able to make it to the game, after all. The embarrassment of telling the man I’m sort of sleeping with that my ass is exploding would have been preferable to what I’m feeling right now. Hell,actualexplosive D with a side of food-poisoning sweats would be better than this.
I barely make it past the guard at the entrance to the private box before my eyes fill with tears.
I keep my head down, aiming myself toward the exit, wishing I hadn’t parked three blocks away. But at the time, I’d assumed I would be leavingafterthe game, and I was stressed at the thought of battling traffic so close to the arena. I never imagined I’d be bolting before the first period was over.
Nix is going to wonder what the hell happened. We were supposed to meet up in the family area by the locker room after the game to canoodle for the cameras.
I’ll have to text him. Hopefully, he checks his phone between periods.
Or maybe I should wait until after? So, I don’t stress him out?
Fuck. I wish I’d never spoken to those girls. I should have just grabbed a seat alone and scrolled on my phone until the game started. A voice in my head insists I should mop up my face in the restroom and head back to the box, just to prove I’m made of tougher stuff, but I can’t.
I’m not tough right now.
I’ve already had way too much public humiliation for one week.
Swiping at my cheeks, I look for an exit sign, but the concourse is chaos.
Herds of late-comers swarm toward their seats, while a nearly equal number of people swarm for the restrooms, creating a pedestrian traffic clusterfuck. Voices echo off the concrete, mixing with the booming of the announcer behind me in the arena, and the smell of fried food is so thick, it’s starting to make me sick.
Finally, I find a hole in the press of bodies and dart through, only to step straight into the path of a man who apparently had the same idea.
A man carrying a tray of very full, very cold beers…
By the time I see what’s coming, it’s too late to stop it. We crash into each other, the tray exploding between us. Liquid leaps out of the glasses, seeming to hover in the air for a gut-clutching moment before it sprays all over me.
I gasp as cold beer drenches my entire front, wetting my hair and face before sliding down to give my shirt a thorough drenching. Soon, my silk blouse is glued to my skin as beer trickles down my pants, pooling in my heels before spreading out to soak the concrete.
