I don’t want to push the topic any more tonight because we’re both tired. And I’m trying really hard to let our relationship grow naturally. But at the end of the day, I do want us to make this work. I want her to fall in love with me in the same way that I’m falling in love with her.
I clear my throat to change the tone of the conversation. “So … Brooke.”
“Yes, Silas?”
“Did you miss me today?”
She nods. “I did. Did you miss me?”
“You know it.” I smirk. “Only a few more days until I can kiss those perfect lips of yours.”
“I can’t wait,” she says softly with a smile. “So, um, Charlie gave me something today. It was a little embarrassing at first, but now I’m more curious than anything.”
I raise an eyebrow, intrigued. “Oh, yeah? What did she give you?”
She inhales. “Hold on. I’ll show you.”
She scoots out from under the covers and leaves her phone on the bed; she moves out of view so I’m looking at the closet door. When she comes back into view, she’s holding a black wand that looks sort of like …
Oh fuck.
Please tell me it’s what I think it is.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this.” She covers her face with her free hand.
“Brooke … what’s in your hand?” With the way she’s turning it in her hand nervously, I can see it more clearly now. But I want to hear her say it.
She drops her hand from her face, but closes her eyes. “Charlie got me a vibrator. I kind of want to vomit at the next part, but she said this is her favorite one and helps her get through long times away from Beck.”
I bark out a laugh. “Yeah, I’m sure that’s not a visual you wanted.”
“Not even a little, but after I ran into the bedroom with it, I got a little curious and started to read about how it works.” Her face is turning red. It’s fucking adorable.
“How does it work?” I bite back a smile because I don’t want her to be embarrassed. I want her to feel like she can talk to me about sex and what she wants.
She holds it out, like she’s giving some kind of presentation. “So, at first, I couldn’t really figure out where like where it all went. But the curved part here that looks like a handle, it goes inside, you know …”
“Your pussy?” I smile.
She blushes, but continues, “Yes, that. Then the hole part is like a sucker. It actually suctions to the …”
“Clit?” I finish for her.
“Yes. But wait— there’s more.” She holds up a finger, seeming to relax a little now. “There’s like a sonic wave that apparently hits a secret spot, like way up there, making the orgasm feel, like, ten times more intense.”
“I’m fascinated, baby. I think you should try it out.”
She smiles, then bites her bottom lip. “You think so?”
“Fuck yes. But I want to watch.”
“Watch? Like here?”
“Uh-huh.” I nod, smiling.
She sets the wand on the bed and covers her face with her hands. “I don’t know if I can do that,” she mumbles.
“I think you absolutely can.” I shift on the bed, lying on my back because my dick is rock hard and pressing uncomfortably against the mattress. “I have an idea though. Can you switch to your iPad so we can be hands-free?” I pull my laptop back to the bed and set it where I had my phone so it’s facing me.
