Raziel’s black eyes narrow as he bares his teeth at me.
“I don’t want this. Let me go,” I plead, hoping if I say the words out loud my body will listen.
He grins, slow and menacing. “No,” he replies with finality.
He turns and walks toward the door.
“You can’t keep me here forever.” I scream at his back.
He stops with one hand on the doorknob, his back to me.
“Forever is all we have, Nasiah.” He turns to look at me over his shoulder. “Eat the food my cook supplies for you, or I will have them feed you through a tube in your fucking stomach.”
He turns and walks out of the room and shuts the door. I toss the pillow off the bed at the closed door before screaming out my frustration.
It’s finally dawning on me that this monster has no intention of ever letting me leave. I figured after he got what he wanted he would toss me back, but his words have fear rearing up in me.
Forever is all we have, Nasiah.
I can’t stay here forever. I have to find a way out of this. But first, I need a cold shower.
chapter Six
Frustration
Raziel
Once again, I shut my eyes trying to enjoy this blowjob. The moment it gets dark behind my lids, I see her. That fucking human is like a thorn in my side.
Her scent, the way she glares at me like I’m supposed to be intimidated. Those plush lips that I know would look spectacular wrapped around my cock. Her brown eyes, though filled with anger and weariness when she looked at me, still had so much light. That button nose fits her face perfectly. But most importantly, those got damn curves.
My nut rises to the tip of cock, causing my back to straighten. I place my hands at the back of Nasiah’s head. The moment I do, the vision in my mind shatters. Instead of thick spiral curls, I’m met with straight silky hair. My eyes pop open, and the cum that was seconds from bursting from me seems to recede back into my balls.
“Fuck,” I growl, snatching the female off my length.
I immediately stand and stuff my dick back into my pants.
“Is everything alright, Boss? Are you not enjoying this?”
Katiya is usually my best dick sucker. Her throat game is superb. However, not even she can get my mind off the human.
“That will be all, Katiya.” She quickly scurries out of my office. The moment she leaves, Conah appears.
When I look at him, there is a smirk on his lips.
“Don’t fucking say it.” I collapse back into my seat.
He chuckles. “My mouth is shut.” He takes a seat across from me.
For an hour, Conah and I go over business. We discuss the clubs, casinos, and portals. When he leaves, I slink back in my seat, letting my mind stray. It immediately goes to my human.
The entire time I watched over Nasiah, I never thought of her sexually. Even when I started to come around more frequently when she turned twenty. My intention was always to protect her. However, the moment she came into my home, I got this clawing need to have her and fill every hole in her body with my nut.
When I made the mate-bond with the infant, I had no idea it would turn into this. Having only been in one mate-bond in my life, I don’t remember this same need.
Mate-bonds are like marriage arrangements for our kind. A binding contract of two people who commit to being together. Once a mate-bond is formed it takes a miracle to break it. Admittedly, mate-bonds aren’t always beneficial to all parties. If a lower demon or forsaken makes a bond with another higher ranking than them, it can almost turn into servitude.
Memories of my ex try to weasel their way out of the locked closet in the back of my mind. I slam the door on those thoughts, not wanting to relive a second of them bitches.
