But it feels wonderful to be asked, to be part of something.And it will give me more time with Jasmine, which is definitely a treat.
It might even be good for me to stay clear of Finn a little in the afternoons.Give myself time to clear my head.Time to cool off my hormones.
Givehima little time to miss me.
Ha!Just the thought of him has warmth spreading low in my belly.My core is revving up and beginning to throb.All I had to do was think of him and hear his name in my head and I’m there.It’s like a highway of lust goes from my brain to my pussy.
Damn that Finn.He’s not missing me, but I’m sure missing him.
My body’s missing him.And it’s only been slightly less than twenty-four hours since I’ve had him inside me, wrapped all around me.
If I go home right now, we could spend the rest of the morning in bed.Or in the bath or in the pool or on the deck or on the sofa or in the game room or find some new surface we haven’t yet used for our lovemaking.
Lovemaking.
Lovemaking?
Is that what we’re doing?
Yes, at least for me.This has gone way past just sex and into unexplored territory for me.I silently plead with my hormones—and my heart—to take a breather.
It’s not working, and instead of putting thoughts of Finn to the side, I’m now aching for him and excited to tell him about helping at school.So I forget about willpower and decide to call Finn.
I move to the edge of the lobby, which is now empty of kids.The school bell rings.
“I was just thinking of you,” Finn says, answering on the first ring.I can tell by the rough sound of his voice that he’s having hormone issues this morning, just like me.It makes me laugh.We’re like two wild teenagers—in flames for each other, stealing every second we can.
“I’m going to volunteer at Jasmine’s school,” I tell him.
I can hear his breathing, as he pauses, digesting this information.I’m starting to wonder if he doesn’t approve when he says, “I want you.Now.”
This isn’t a request.It’s a demand.And not from a boss who’s telling me to vacuum under the coffee table.This is a lover’s demand.Telling me to separate my legs.
Get on all fours.
Take him in my mouth.
Whew.This man is hot.I’m hot.I’m burning up.
I look around at the dozen or so moms gathered in the lobby, chatting before they head off for their days at work and home.I pray no one notices me or approaches me to ask me for something because I’m sure what I’m feeling is written all over my face.There can be no mistaking what’s happening.
I’m on the phone with my lover.Who also happens to be my boss.
How can anyonenotknow what’s going on between Finn and me?
I take a deep breath and turn away from the mothers and cup my hand over my mouth and phone.“I was thinking of driving to Carson City to do some shopping and then stay in Sweetbriar to volunteer.”
“I can’t let you do that.I can’t wait to be inside you.”
We are definitely both in the same state this morning.
“You left early this morning.I didn’t have a chance to say good morning.I didn’t get a chance to tell you how I plan to make you cum in my mouth today.”
I suck in air, and my hand drops to my side.
“Where are you right now?”
“Uh, at school,” I whisper, trying to cross my legs tight enough that I can stop the tingling.