“Do you think you’ll be anxious to return to the mainland?”
“I don’t know. I’m nervous about it. How can I go back?”
She shrugs. “I can’t answer that. I never went back. I’ve only gone a few times for meetings in my office. Most of the time, I manage through zoom. What do you want to do after you finish your thesis?”
“Honestly? I’d like to write a book.”
Her face lights up. “That sounds like fun.”
I drag my fingers through the water. “I don’t know. I haven’t told Daddy that yet.”
“Do you think he won’t approve?”
“It’s not that. I don’t really know what he’ll think. I kind of thought I would start teaching when I graduated. Now… I’m not sure. Part of me always wished I could be a writer instead, but I stuffed it to the back of my mind, thinking it wasn’t financially feasible.”
“But I bet Bentley makes enough money for you to be able to pursue your dreams.”
“Probably. We just haven’t discussed it.”
“Can I ask you something?” Anabel says.
“Of course.” I look at her.
“Why are you so worried about being apart from Bentley?”
“I don’t know,” I tell her honestly.
“When I knew you on the mainland, you and I did stuff together, and you went to classes and other places. Did you have anxiety then?”
I shake my head. “No. It started after we got here.”
“Huh. Well, don’t worry. Nothing will happen to you here. There’s almost zero crime on the island.”
“I know. It’s all in my head. I can’t explain it. I just feel…safer when Daddy has a hold of me.” I look at her, trying to decide if I want to tell her a secret. It’s kind of embarrassing, but maybe I’d feel better if I told someone.
“What’s wrong?”
I realize I’m hesitating and take a breath. “I wear a harness at home. Even when we’re in the same room. It soothes me.”
She takes my hand and gives it a squeeze. “That’s okay. I love my harness. The first time Daddy put it on me, I was instantly calmer.” She grins. “But also aroused. When he pulls that thing tight, I feel it in my nipples and my pussy. We always end up having sex on those days.”
I smile. “You too? I swear every time Daddy buckles me into something, I get hornier than ever.”
“Yep.” She glances over at our Daddies. “Let’s go see if they will take us on the lazy river. Want to?”
“Sounds fun.”
It turns out the lazy river is much better. I sit on Daddy’s lap on the tube, and he holds on to me the entire time. As we float around and around, he strokes my skin until I’m aching to have him inside me.
I love that he makes me come several times a day, but the best times are when he takes me into his bedroom and makes love to me. An orgasm strapped down to my changing table from his fingers is amazing, but it doesn’t compare to the way I feel when he pushes inside me, holding my hands above my head, his gaze locked on mine.
We’ve had sex after my bath most nights and on Saturday in the middle of the day before my nap. I love those special times when we are together, naked and equal in his bed. I’m notexactly a Little when we have sex. I’m grownup Melody who likes to be fucked hard sometimes.
After the lazy river, we go down a few water slides together, and then Daddy and Anthony lead us to a grassy area in the shade. They spread out a large blanket that Anthony pulls out of his diaper bag.
Daddy removes my swim diaper and puts a real diaper on me before setting me on the blanket.
Anthony does the same to Anabel, and they look at us. “Who’s ready for a treat?” Anthony asks.
