Page 68 of Queen of Hearts


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One eyebrow lifts, then drops.

Nothing else.

The man of great speeches.

“Don’t ask,” I say, taking off my jacket.

He takes a sip, stares at the screen, and murmurs, “I wasn’t going to.”

That’s why I love him.

No questions, no judgment, no scolding.

Just sacred silence.

The least empathetic guy on the planet, with the expressiveness of a wooden table and the patience of a cactus.

I disappear down the hallway, take the stairs with my gym bag over my shoulder, and my brain in short circuit.

As soon as I enter the room, I close the door, flop onto the bed, and just lie there, staring at the ceiling.

I just want to unplug.

Empty my mind.

Breathe without every detail of her coming back to me.

But of course not.

The mind is a sadistic bitch.

And mine even more so.

Sloane Heart, the “professional-matchmaker-with-kissable-lips” version, is burned into my memory. Directly alongside Sloane Heart, the tempting-angel-cupid-fucking-hot version.

Every time I close my eyes, I see her.

I feel her.

The way I feel when I’m near her.

The sound that escapes her when I make her feel good.

And that damned scent burned into my nostrils.

Christ.

I need sleep, or a lobotomy.

I turn over on the bed, run a hand through my hair, breathe deeply.

Stop thinking about her.

Stop thinking about the sex, the kiss, her disinterest, and the fucking speed dating.

I close my eyes.

And of course, the phone vibrates.