I hate that I care so much about how he looks at me right now.
I close the tiny bit of distance that’s left between us in slow, almost predatory steps.
Before he can react, I shove him back against the brick wall, hard enough that it knocks the air out of him a little. My hand grabs the back of his neck, tight, fingers digging in like I’m staking a claim.
I don’t give him a second to question it—I just crash my mouth onto his like I’ve been waiting all goddamn night.
Fuck me.
His lips are hot and wet and open. He kisses back like he means it with a messy, hungry, tongue sliding right against mine like we’re both already thinking about fucking.
The second our mouths touch, my dick goes from half ready to hard as fuck. It’s an instant full-body reaction that I have zero control over. One taste and I’m fucking gone.
I grind into him without thinking, hips locking to his, and I feel the pressure of him through his jeans. Fuck, he’s just as hard as I am.
My whole body’s buzzing as I slide my hands up under his shirt, andholy shit…his skin is slick with sweat and smooth as hell.
Every inch of him is muscle, hard and tense and fucking perfect. My hands can’t stop moving and tracing the cut lines of his abs. I want him pinned, panting, mine.
I press into him harder, pinning him with my whole body, grinding our hips together like I’m trying to crawl inside his skin. My teeth catch on his bottom lip, and I bite down softly which has him groaning into my mouth.
My tongue forces its way back into his mouth. My hands are everywhere, gripping his waist, dragging over his ribs, fingertips digging into muscle. Every time he presses back, every grind of his hips against mine, it’s like gasoline poured straight onto fire.
He lets out this low almost raw guttural sound and it fuckingbreaksme. My body jerks like that noise cracked something wide open inside me. My whole nervous system’s short-circuits under the weight of what the fuck I’m doing.
Reality slams in hard, like someone dumped ice water over my head and slapped me across the face at the same time.
I rip my mouth off his and I just stand there, panting and staring at him. It feels like I just tore a piece of myself away with him. My heart’s going so fast it’s hammering against my ribs. My head is spinning, like I can’t tell if I’m about to throw up or pass out.
Oh, fuck me. It all floods in.
I’m at a party. WithSabrina. Inside. With our friends. With the music. The lights. The normalcy. And I’m out here making out with a guy like I’ve lost every shred of sense I’ve ever had.
And Jacob’s just standing there with eyes wide and flushed cheeks and a massive hard cock straining in his pants.
My skin’s still burning from where we touched. My mouth’s still wet from his. My whole body feels like it’s still locked in that moment, while my brain scrambles to catch up, screaming a thousand things at once.
“Uh…” I choke out, voice raw. “I-I’m sorry.”
It’s weak. I can hear it in the way my voice wavers because I don’t even know what I’m fucking apologizing for. I’m sorry I pushed you against a wall and made out with you? I’m sorry I ground my hard dick against you? I’m sorry I ran my hands all over your body? Or maybe…maybe I’m sorry that I’m about to leave you here wanting with no intention of finishing what we started.
I don’t give him a chance to say anything. I can’t. I spin around and bolt back inside.
16
Griffin
“What the fuckis your issue, Griffin?” Sabrina hisses the moment we step inside my room.
I pace my room and refuse to look at her. I don’t answer because honestly? My brain is a fucking dumpster fire. I’m trying to process, and every thought just loops back into a knot of regret and lust and disbelief.
I kissed Jacob.
Like, full on kissed him. I planted my mouth on his and let my tongue swipe into his.
I had my hands on him, felt the tension in his muscles under his clothes, pressed my hard cock against his jean covered thigh.
I pushed him against that shitty party wall andJesus Christ,if we weren’t at a crowded party with a thousand drunk eyes, I probably would’ve dropped to my knees right there and used my mouth to suck his soul right out through his dick.
