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"You can be mad at me as long as you need to be. I broke your trust. That doesn't get fixed in a week or a month."

I studied his face. I looked for the catch and didn't find one.

The haunted chair creaked.

"That chair is cursed," Adrian said.

"My grandmother's. She was kind of a witch, but in a good way. She blessed it, but she was bad at blessings, so they came out weird."

He almost smiled.

I took a breath.

"You hurt me. You lied. You made choices about my life without asking."

Adrian nodded.

"I'm still mad about that, but I don't hate you."

Relief flooded his expression. "What else do you feel?" he asked.

"Confused. Scared. Kind of hopeful in a way that pisses me off." I looked at him. "You're different. Not just saying things.You showed up at practice without a camera. Now, you're sitting here letting me be mad at you without trying to fast-forward past it."

"Those things shouldn't be a big surprise."

"But they are. With you, they are."

I reached over and took his hand. He looked up, surprised. "I'm not ready for everything. But I'm ready for this."

His fingers curled around mine. I realized I wanted more.

"Adrian."

He looked at me.

"Can I kiss you?"

His eyes widened. "Are you sure?"

"I wouldn't ask if I wasn't sure."

"Yes. You can kiss me."

I leaned in slowly. Our lips met carefully, tentatively. His were softer than I remembered.

I pulled back. "Okay?"

"Yeah. You?"

"Yeah."

I kissed him again. Longer this time. Heat started to build in my chest.

"Bedroom?" I asked.

"Yeah."

I stood. "I need to be in charge."