“This ring,” Roselee said while grabbing my hand with the same amusement dancing in her eyes. “Isn’t an engagement ring. It is for protection. To mask your scent from the ones who wish to harm you. Alonzo isn’t your fiancé. Trust me.”
I should have been pissed after finding out Alonzo hadn’t really proposed to me, but I was actually glad.
Kenzo is the only one we belong to.
For once, I agreed with my wolf. Kenzo was the only one I wanted to belong to.
“I still want to go to the Sanctuary of Life. If Kenzo won’t take me, I’ll find someone else.”
With a wide smile, Roselee shook her head slightly. “Stubborn just like I remember you. Strong willed too. When you have your mind made up, there's no changing it. Truly, you are my pup.”
“At least I get it honest.” I smiled back at Roselee.
It was going to take me a while to get used to Roselee and calling her Mom. I was looking forward to building our relationship again and my memory coming back all the way so I could remember my life before with Roselee, Brice and Brynlee. Hopefully, it came back sooner rather than later.
Chapter Fifteen
BELLAMY ROSE
“Kenzo, stop being difficult.”I angrily stopped my feet and folded my arms across my chest while looking up at Kenzo, giving him a heated glare.
Running his thick pink tongue over his juicy lips, Kenzo looked at me with malice in his eyes. I knew he was pissed. I mean, I didn’t expect anything less from him when it involved me and another male. I already figured Kenzo was going to be a dick when I told him I wanted to find Alonzo, but he’d surpassed my expectations.
Kenzo was being a complete jackass. As soon as I mentioned Alonzo’s name, he’d shut down any conversation about going to the Sanctuary of Life. He wouldn’t even respond to me whenever I mentioned going to the Sanctuary of Life. He’d been giving me the silent treatment since yesterday. His childish ass was pissing me off. I didn’t like that he was ignoring me. It was rubbing me the wrong way. I’d given Kenzo so much slack when it came to me still being here with him, even though I wanted to be back home initially. I could have been raising hell about Kenzo taking me with him without my permission.
Cool, I was willing to stay with him now, partly because I found myself missing him when he wasn’t around. The otherpart was I wanted to know more about my past. That didn’t change the fact that Kenzo could have been more understanding to my wants like I was with him. His big-headed ass was finna make me fuck him up.
“We aren’t going. Stop asking me this dumb shit. Who the fuck do you think I am? Some bitch-ass shifter who’s going to take my fucking mate to go see another male shifter? Fuck outta here,” Kenzo angrily growled, making me jump when he raised his voice.
“I don’t get why. I don’t fucking want Alonzo!” I screamed at him, becoming frustrated that he wasn’t listening to me.
I wasn’t trying to be with Alonzo or anything like that. How could I after being with Kenzo? I might have been skeptical, but I wasn’t delusional. What I used to feel for Alonzo was nowhere near the feelings I had for Kenzo now. If my feelings for Kenzo surpassed my old feelings in a few days, there was nothing left for me to want romantically from Alonzo. All I wanted to do was lay eyes on Alonzo and make sure he was really okay. For the last year, I carried around guilt about Alonzo losing his life protecting me.
I always felt like if I hadn’t been such a bitch to Alonzo that night, he’d still be alive. I may not have had romantic feelings for Alonzo, but I had love for him. Alonzo had been a part of my life for years. He’d been my shoulder to lean on for many years, and when my mom—I mean the woman who I thought was my mom—died in the fire, he did everything he could to make me smile. No matter what, Alonzo was going to always have a place in my heart. What Kenzo needed to understand was there was no comparison, so there was nothing for him to worry about.
“Raise ya fucking voice at me again, Bellamy,” Kenzo warned while closing the small gap between the two of us. I had to press my back into the door to try to create space between the two of us, but really, that did nothing. “I dare you,” Kenzo snarled ina low voice that made my clit jump. It was like I could feel the vibrations from his voice echoing on my clit.
Taking a big gulp, I tried to refocus my train of thought. All the nasty stuff I saw myself doing with Kenzo, I had to push out of my head. Now wasn’t the time or the place to get horny.
It’s always the time and place when our mate is involved.
Of course her horny ass would say that. My wolf’s own desires began mixing with my own.
“Kenzo,” I sternly said while staring directly at his intimidating glare that made me want to tuck my tail, but I couldn’t back down from him. “If you don’t take me, I'll go on my own.”
Kenzo tilted his head to the side before he let out a not-so-funny chuckle. “You want me to fuck you up? You know there's an easier way to get some dick? I can smell your arousal building up. If you wanted to cum, all you had to do was ask, but this shit right here ain’t the way to get it.”
“Fucking you is the last thing on my mind.” It might not have been the last thing, but it sure wasn’t the first thing.
“Who said anything about fucking? I said I can make you cum. I know that pussy wet as fuck too. I can smell her real good now.” Kenzo licked his lips lustfully, sending chills down my spine. I didn’t have much to compare it to; however, Kenzo’s tongue was amazing and could make me cum faster than I ever could on my own.
“Focus,” I said while stomping my foot. I was really trying to fight my own lustful desire. I hated how Kenzo made my body react to the slightest things. Any and everything he did made me want to fuck him into oblivion.
“I am focused on pleasing my mate by feasting on her pussy,” Kenzo sexily replied as his fingers lightly traced over my pussy.
“Stop it!” I moaned to my own annoyance. I wasn’t supposed to be moaning or letting Kenzo turn me into the horny slut he made me into.
“I’m not even doing anything,” Kenzo mockingly teased while he started rubbing my clit through the thin material of my legging-like pants.
