Page 15 of Scandalously Mine


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She halted, turning to face him, her hazel eyes meeting his gaze squarely.“Then you will appreciate why this arrangement feels akin to stepping onto a battlefield unarmed, my lord.Our union must be perceived as nothing less than respectable, or it will not only be my honor at stake, but the prospects of my entire family.”

“Indeed, and I would not wish to cause any dishonor,” he agreed, his voice carrying a weight that seemed out of place with his usual carefree cadence.“It is the very reason I agreed to the arrangement.I wish to safeguard your reputation against your father’s folly, and safeguard you from future unhappiness.As such, it seems we are both prisoners to the whims of society’s dictates.”

“Prisoners or not,” she said, her voice steady though her heart raced, “we must navigate this predicament with grace.Our accord to marry stands as the sole action capable of steering us through these scandalous circumstances.”

Tristan nodded, the flicker of a smile dancing upon his lips, yet it failed to reach his eyes.“A practical solution for an impractical situation.I find myself strangely at peace with the notion, provided it shields you.”

“Your acquiescence offers some comfort,” she conceded, allowing a breath she had not realized she had been holding to escape her lips.The atmosphere between them shifted, the current of tension ebbing away as mutual understanding took root.

“Though I am at peace with my circumstances, I must admit,” Emmeline spoke again, her voice a mere whisper carrying the weight of her unspoken dreams.“There is a part of me that grieves the loss of a more romantic vision for my future.To be properly courted and romanced, and to marry for love, rather than necessity...”

Her confession hung between them, a delicate truth that rendered her vulnerable before him.The tremble in her voice betrayed the facade of composure she fought so fiercely to maintain.

“Emmeline,” Tristan said, his tone softening.He offered a smile before continuing.“It is a lamentable sacrifice, one that many have been forced to endure.Yet, rest assured, I shall endeavor to uphold our agreement with the utmost respect for your wishes—and your dreams.”

“Thank you,” she murmured, her gaze dropping to the floor, her mind wrestling with the reality that if she did not wed him, ruin would surely follow, leaving her dreams shattered and her chances for a love match forever tarnished.

“Let us forge ahead with a clear purpose,” Tristan declared, extending a hand toward her.“To protect what is precious and discover what may yet blossom from this union.”

Emmeline placed her hand in his, the contact sending a jolt of unexpected warmth through her.As their fingers entwined, she allowed herself to imagine, for just a moment, that love could indeed grow between them.

Tristan’s fingers were still entwined with Emmeline’s as the weight of their conversation settled upon the room.“Emmeline,” he said, his voice threaded with an earnestness that startled even himself.“I may not have earned a reputation as a saint, but I vow to you, on my honor, that I will dedicate myself to our marriage.”His green eyes, usually alight with mischief, now bore into hers with unwavering sincerity.“I promise to be the husband you deserve—faithful, devoted, and determined to bring you happiness.”

Her hazel eyes met his with a flicker of surprise.Here was the notorious Lord Tristan Breckenridge, whose very name was synonymous with London’s most scandalous escapades, pledging devotion.It was a strange and beguiling sight indeed.

“Your promises are kind, my lord,” she replied, her voice steady despite the flutter in her chest.“But words alone cannot dispel years of scandalous behaviors.It will take time for me to trust you, but know that I shall endeavor to give you the benefit of the doubt.I ask that you do the same in regard to me.Our path forward must be one of action, lest society’s unforgiving eyes seek to undermine us at every turn.”

“Indeed, you are right,” Tristan conceded, releasing her hand and pacing slowly before the hearth, where embers crackled with a life of their own.The occasional twinge from his previously injured leg served as a reminder of his own vulnerabilities.“We must be cunning architects of our own fate.A short courtship, one spanning three weeks, should suffice for the banns to be read.It shall give us time to better acquaint ourselves as well as avoiding the scandal that often accompanies a rush to the altar.”

“Three weeks,” Emmeline echoed thoughtfully, the idea taking root.“A swift courtship followed by nuptials that are quiet and dignified, could shield us from prying eyes and wagging tongues.But still, there were witnesses to the wager.Were there not?”

“Indeed, there were, however, I strongly cautioned everyone present to forget what they had seen and heard.Many witnessed our dances at the ball and will not be overly surprised that we engaged in a courtship, though, given my reputation, our engagement is likely to come as some surprise.”

“Indeed,” she agreed.

“An intimate ceremony it is then,” Tristan said, a half-smile playing on his lips as he paused to admire the resolve in her gaze.“Sparing us the spectacle of a grand affair.Less fodder for the gossips, more...opportunities for us to focus on the foundation of our union.”

“Opportunities,” she repeated, the word hanging between them, laden with unspoken possibilities.The undercurrent of flirtation was not lost on her, nor the promise of pleasures that might be found within the bounds of matrimony.

Tristan stepped toward Emmeline.He extended his arm, offering it to her as a gentleman would to a lady of his affections.The gesture, simple in its execution, was laden with significance, a symbol of their mutual pledge.

“Shall we begin our courtship?”he murmured, an invitation wrapped in the velvet of his deep voice.

Emmeline placed her hand upon his forearm, feeling the firmness of his muscles beneath the fine fabric of his coat.“We shall,” she affirmed, her touch a whisper of gratitude for his support.

Together, they moved toward the door, her hand resting lightly upon his arm, a bastion of strength.In this subtle dance of intimacy, they took the first steps of their shared journey, a path lined with duty and the promise of untold discovery.

And as they crossed the threshold, leaving behind the sanctuary of the drawing room, Emmeline allowed herself a fleeting fantasy.Perhaps amidst the trials that lay ahead, amidst the whispered scandals and the piercing gaze of high society, they could kindle a flame of genuine affection—maybe even love—that would carry them into a happy future.