I lock the door to my room, slip the key card into my bag and head down to the lobby, telling myself there’s zero chance of me finding Flora still in the building. She’ll be long gone by now.
What should I do next? I can only think of one thing: go back to VersaNova and tell Lewis I’ve seen through his and Flora’s little performance.
And he’ll say you’re deranged and throw you out. He’ll say, ‘Look what happens when I try to talk to you, Beth. You don’t listen. You don’t believe me. Why should I bother wasting any more of my time?’
What will happen if I go back to PC Paul Pollard with Flora’s taped confession that she killed her daughter? Would she be brought in for questioning? What about Lewis, who admitted to misleading the authorities to protect his family? Does my recording count as admissible evidence? I have no idea how these things work.
There are lots of people in the hotel lobby, but Flora isn’t one of them. I approach the concierge, who stands smiling behind his lectern by the entrance doors, unoccupied. I describe Flora to him and he listens attentively. ‘Did you see her leave?’ I ask. ‘It was about ten minutes ago. Did she ask you to get her a taxi, maybe? She didn’t have a car with her. Or maybe her husband came to pick her up?’ I describe Lewis.
The concierge shakes his head. ‘No husband, but I think I know the lady you mean. She asked the quickest way to the beach from here.’
‘The beach?’ I suppose there must be one, though I haven’t seen any sign of it. ‘Delray Beach?’
‘Yes, ma’am.’
‘Can you give me whatever directions you gave her?’ I ask him.
Outside the hotel, I cross the busy road. On the pavement opposite, there’s a sign in the shape of an arrow that says, ‘To the beach’. I have a strange feeling: that if I find Flora like this, I’ll have found her too easily.
Except finding her isn’t the challenge. Getting the truth out of her is the hard part.
I follow a roped-off path until I arrive on a long, wide, sandy beach. Stretching out in both directions are two long rows of blue sun umbrellas and wooden recliners with cushions, mainly occupied. The blue-green sea is calm, barely moving apart from where it’s being disturbed by people determined to have fun in it. I take off my shoes and hold them in my hand as I walk between the rows of sun-loungers.
It doesn’t take me long to find her. ‘Flora,’ I say, half expecting her to get up and run away.
She’s sitting on the sand, in a large patch of shade from the umbrella in front. There’s some shade left over, so I sit down next to her. ‘I’m sorry,’ I say, and mean it. Provoking her so that she ran away was a bad strategy. ‘I shouldn’t have accused you of lying.’
‘I don’t mind.’ She says it as if there was never a break in our conversation. She looks peaceful; almost content. ‘You don’t see why I’d want to stay in the same house. I understand that.’
‘But you did want to?’
‘Yes.’
‘Why?’
She gives a small laugh. ‘It’s funny that I still want to hide things from you even after I’ve told you the worst. Don’t you think that’s funny?’
I wait.
‘Lewis only offered me the house once I was pregnant with Thomas – my Thomas. Not newly pregnant but quite far gone. I’d already had the twenty-week scan and knew I was having a boy. Kevin and I were living in a tiny flat with only one bedroom. He was doing one short-term contract after another for tech companies, and couldn’t seem to find a full-time job. No one would have given us a mortgage at the level we needed. I knew Lewis hadn’t sold the Hemingford Abbots house—’
‘How did you know that? You told me you and he hadn’t been in touch for twelve years until he rang you to talk about me.’
‘That wasn’t true. The truth would have sounded too weird.’
‘Try me.’
‘We’ve always kept in touch. Kevin knew nothing about it. It was Lewis’s initiative, not mine. He liked to check on me, so he rang me every few months. To check my situation was stable.’
‘Didn’t you mind, if you wanted to cut all ties with your old life?’ Is this a new lie I’m hearing or, finally, some of the truth? I wish I knew.
Flora shakes her head. ‘Turned out I had the same need he did: to check he’d said nothing, told no one our secret. Neither of us could let the other one drift too far out of reach.’
‘So, what, every few months you’d talk?’
‘Not for very long. They weren’t warm, friendly chats between friends. Far from it. Just … updates about our life situations. I told him when I changed my name, when I met Kevin, then later when I married him. Lewis needed reassurance that I wouldn’t confide in him about … the past.’
‘Presumably you told Lewis about being pregnant with Thomas the second, then?’
