“It’s been a while,” he replies. “I think I can manage an orgasm or two. Just a guess.”
My core clenches as his lips glide down my inner thigh and land exactly where I want them. The cold, bereft feeling is replaced by heat, his kisses, and a slick wetness as his tongue folds up and down in a steady rhythm. I sigh and grab his hair as he attacks the task at hand like he was born to only do one thing. The pleasure that was already there from merely kissing him skyrockets into something so pure, full, and mind-bending that I can’t describe what he’s making me feel.
Never have I felt so out of control.
Leif makes a ravenous noise and closes his eyes like he’s feasting on his last meal. It’s an unthinkable indulgence, a man wild with lust, offering everything he has. His hands wrap around my thighs, and he uses them to pull me onto his tongue, inserting it as far inside me as he can, all the while his finger is circling my clit in a steadily increasing manner. I come undone,my legs tightening, and the fiery orgasm hits me, the pulsing waves felt from the tips of my toes to the top of my head.
He digs his face into me harder as I come, not wanting to miss a second of my pleasure. My mind is still fuzzy when he finishes, kissing my core once, long and hard. I clench again in response. Lifting my head to look at him is almost too much work. “Oh my gosh,” I say, in between ragged breaths. “That was the hottest thing that’s ever happened in the living room,” I say. “No jokes there.”
“Good,” Leif replies, licking his lips. “Felt okay?” he asks, eyes wide.
“You were lying. It has been a long time since you’ve done that,” I ask incredulously. When he doesn’t reply, I say, “I’ve never had an orgasm that strong…ever. The only thing that could have made it better would be if you were inside me while it happened.”
His eyes go feral, and he swallows hard. “Do you want that?”
“What do you think? Honesty is the best policy, and I’m not lying,” I say, teasing my legs open so he can see the slick mess he just created. “I’ve probably never wanted a dick more.”
Biting my bottom lip, I let my naughty words soak in. He wanted to see how bad I can be. There aren’t any walls between us. I think maybe there never were. From the moment I met him, I laid it all on the table. I didn’t give him excuses or lies about my real world. Exposed in every way, he took it all and continued to pursue me.
Sliding my hand between my legs, I wait for his gaze to follow my fingers and then rub the wetness once, dragging a trail up my stomach and up to my breasts. He leans over and takes a nipple into his mouth. He’s unbuttoning his pants with one hand. “I really did want to be gentlemanly, Malena,” he rasps at my chest. “You deserve so much more.”
He says things like this, things that don’t make any sense. He is the walking definition of a perfect catch. “Leif, this is the best thing you could possibly do for me today. I need this more than I need a day date. Be with me,” I say, pulling his face up to mine. When his blue eyes are locked with mine, I grab his bottom lip with my teeth. I shake my head no and release his lip. “This is what I want from you right now. Can you help me? You don’t say no when I ask for help, right?”
He grins, and it makes me hyperaware of where his hands and where his steely shaft are. “Do you want to go to your bedroom now?” he asks. “The least I can do is make our first time a little more memorable…or comfortable.”
“You don’t get it,” I say. “You are memorable. Everything about you is memorable. I’ll never forget one kiss.”
Leif stands and removes his shirt and shorts in a speed that doesn’t seem human. Then he leans over to pick me up and sets me on my feet in front of him. I can’t help but admire his Adonis-like physique. He’s so tall. The opposite of me in almost every way physically. His skin is a pale shade compared to my own. His hair is blond, mine is dark.
We stand there in front of each other for several seconds, just looking at each other. The chemistry flying off the charts, my hands itching to reach out and take his girth in my hand. Leif breaks the fiery silence first.
“While that may be so, I still want to fuck you in your bed. That’s what I’ve been thinking about since the moment I saw it.” He shakes his head. “You have me. You have me so completely.”
Taking in the weight of his words, I try to formulate the right thing to say, but I can’t.
I nod instead. “Let’s go.”
He wastes no time scooping me into his strong arms. I wrap my legs around his waist and kiss his neck, trailing my tongue up to his ear. When we’ve made it to my bedroom, Leif onlyhas one thing on his mind. “How do you want it?” he asks. “I’m tall. You’re small. Tell me how you want it before I take you any which way I can.”
I kiss his lips once. “I want to taste your lips while you’re inside me.”
He nods, eyes falling closed. “That’s a really good plan,” he says, sucking in a jagged breath. “Let’s execute it right now.”
NINE
Leif
It’s surpasseda want and entered the realm of need. I need to possess Malena in every possible way right now. If I were to list in order the things I need for survival, fucking her would be first on the list, above oxygen. I can hold my breath for a few minutes. I’ll be good.
Setting her down on the edge of the bed, I let her wet pussy slide down my abs as I lower her ass. She sighs a sexy fucking noise that sends a jolt to my cock. When I came over here, I was worried about her. Malena wasn’t answering my calls, and no one could get ahold of her, not even Garden Breeze. My intentions were to make sure she was okay and be on my way. I wanted to give her more time to process everything that happened over the past few days.
As I gaze down at her naked body, I realize just how awry my plan has gone. Her skin, every inch, is flawless. Malena’s body is this pint-sized playground that has been taunting my dreams. It’s been months, hell, maybe even a year since I’ve been with a woman. One that I’m this attracted to? That’sneverhappened.“I want this to be the hottest thing that’s ever happened in your bedroom, but you’re so fucking hot it may be short-lived,” I admit, licking my lips.
“So that means you don’t want me to suck your dick first?”
I shake my head no, even if my cock is nodding in opposition. “You’re on birth control?” I grind out, my erection ready in my hand. This is probably the only intelligent thing I’ve asked today, and I’m surprised I’m functioning enough to bring it up. Whether her answer matters at this point is another matter entirely. I don’t have a condom on me. I don’t own any. Not because I didn’t think it was going to happen, but because I didn’t think it was going to happen yet.
Malena sits straight up. “I…uh…yeah, I’m on birth control,” she stammers. “You don’t have to worry about that.” She swallows hard and meets my gaze. “I promise,” Malena adds, a deceptive gleam to her eye. She goes on to tell me she hasn’t slept with anyone in a long time, giving me way more information than I want or need about birth control to regulate irregular cycles, in the fashion I’ve come to expect from her.
