I roll my eyes at these hooligans, though I have to admit that their hypothesis about Lucy and me making out is reminding me yet again about how she told me she’s never been kissed.
Today, out in the trees, I felt like we had a moment. A couple moments. The air was heated and taut between us, and a not-so-small part of me wanted to keep her in my arms and press my lips to hers.
Then she said I was her story inspiration, and now I’m not sure if any of what I was feeling can be considered real. If she was simply method acting—method writing, method brainstorming?—then she likely doesn’t actually see me as someone she wants to kiss.
Then again, opening up to her and having her do the same made me feel like it was the two of us against the world. She promised she wouldn’t leave. That has to mean something, right? But she could have meant she wouldn’t let our friendship drop. We’ve established we’re friends. That’s all we’ve discussed. Aside from some flushed cheeks and longing glances at each other’smouths—not to mention the sensation of having her in my arms, which I won’t forget anytime soon—things have remained completely platonic. It’s all I wanted. Except with Lucy, and my new attitude regarding my past, I can’t keep denying my change of heart.
TJ
You guys are hilarious. Truly. If football doesn’t work out, have you considered pursuing a career in comedy?
Anton
He lives! Where are you? Is Lucy with you? Rose says hi.
I snort out a laugh, pulling the kettle off the burner when it starts to whistle. I fill the mugs with one hand and type back with my other.
TJ
We went to get a Christmas tree for my house. Now we’re decorating it with my grandparents.
Poe
How very domestic of you, TJ.
Del
I’m so proud. Our little baby is all grown up.
TJ
Shut up.
Anton
I’m offended we weren’t invited.
TJ
Maybe you shouldn’t joke about Lu and me making out and then I’d reconsider.
Anton
I take it all back! I swear!
(But have you kissed her? Curious minds want to know.)
TJ
No! We’re friends. That’s it.
Poe
But…
Darn it. Poe is the deep thinker of the group. Of course he’s not going to let this slide. I don’t understand how these men know what I’m thinking and through text message, of all things.
TJ
