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I grab the laryngoscope. I click the light on.

"Open wide, buddy," I mutter.

I pry the driver’s jaw open. It’s a mess of blood and broken teeth. I can't see the vocal cords.

"I can't visualize," I say, sweat freezing on my forehead. "It’s a difficult airway. Grade 4 view."

"Don't force it,"Max says."If you stimulate the gag reflex, he’ll vomit. He’ll aspirate."

"I’m doing a digital intubation," I decide. "I’m going in by feel."

"Jax, that is ancient medicine."

"I’m an ancient kind of guy."

I stick my fingers into the man’s throat. I feel the epiglottis. I feel the opening of the trachea. I guide the tube over myfingers.

" advancing the tube," I narrate. "Through the cords... now."

I push. The tube slides in. I inflate the cuff. I attach the bag-valve mask and squeeze.

The chest rises.

"I’m in," I say, leaning back against the shattered windshield. "Good color return. He’s stable."

Suddenly, the bus lurches.

It’s not a small shift this time. It’s a drop. The front end—where I am—slides three feet down the slope.

"Jax!"Max screams over the radio.

"I’m okay!" I yell, bracing my legs against the dashboard. "Miller! Get a rope down here! We need to haul the driver out!"

"We can't!" Miller yells from outside. "The wind is pushing it over! Doc, you have to get out! Now!"

I look at the driver. He’s unconscious, breathing through the tube I just placed. If I leave him, he falls with the bus.

I grab my knife. I slash the driver’s seatbelt.

He drops. I catch him. He’s heavy, dead weight.

"I’ve got him!" I yell. "Pull us up!"

I drag the driver toward the window. The floor is tilting steeper. It’s sixty degrees now. The metal is screaming.

I shove the driver toward Miller’s outstretched hands.

"Take him!"

Miller grabs the driver’s belt. They haul him out the window.

I scramble to follow.

My hand touches the window frame.

And then the world falls away.

The bus groans, a deep, structural failure. The ground beneath us gives way.