Linc hissed. He didn’t want to go back up there. He wanted to stay here. Find out about all the magical things the sparkly toy could do and all the noises Avery would make while Linc explored. He wanted to suck him off while he played with it. Then he’d pump it in and out until Avery begged Linc to fuck him. Linc wanted to tongue Avery around it, spit dripping down his chin and Avery’s balls, and finally he would pull the plug out with his teeth.
“Are you okay?” Avery glanced over his shoulder, hands still planted on the wall. Linc realized he was growling softly.
Fuck.
He rose, scooping Avery up and carrying him to the couch. If he was going to restrain himself, he needed to at least touch him. Never mind Avery’s pants were still hanging around his ankles and his bare ass was tucked into Linc’s lap as they sat down. Avery didn’t seem to mind, though, because he kicked them off and tossed them on the floor, so Linc had to bury his face in Avery’s neck to ignore Avery’s half-erect cock staring at him. If he didn’t, he’d start stroking him until neither of them cared what Avery had to say.
“Missed you.” He planted small kisses on Avery’s throat.
Avery snuggled in closer, running his fingers over Linc’s jaw. “Me too.”
His mouth on Linc’s was still hungry, and his throat vibrated with needy little moans when Linc slid a hand between Avery’s legs to run a finger over the jeweled plug. “This is pretty fancy.”
“I bought it on the internet.”
Linc didn’t need to see Avery’s face to know he’d be covered in splotches of red. He pulled him closer.
“Since the other night?” Same-day delivery was possible, but Linc hadn’t realized you could get this kind of thing on Amazon. He’d been missing out.
“No. I’ve had it for a little while. I—”
“What?” Linc grinned and petted Avery’s hair gently.
“I told you the virgin thing is stupid. I said I hadn’t ever done...No one had ever fucked me before. But that doesn’t mean I haven’t...” He trailed off. Linc was more than fine with that, because now his head was full of images of a younger Avery, alone in his room, maybe trying to be quiet so his aunt and uncle wouldn’t hear him, silently settling the plug into place. What had it felt like? Did he touch himself after? Twist it until he was hard and leaking? Jack himself off until he spurted all over the sheets while his ass pulsed around it?
“I need to fuck you,” Linc said hoarsely. “So if you have something you want to talk about, now would be a good time.”
Avery shuddered and nodded, pulling himself up until he was straddling him. He framed Linc’s face in his hands and kissed him hard. Linc’s hands went to his ass, squeezing and kneading.
“Tell me,” he said as he bit Avery’s bottom lip.
Avery’s eyes were clenched tight. He rested his forehead against Linc’s, breathing hard. “I don’t like your fingers in my ass.”
Linc froze, desire shriveling. “What?”
“I just...It’s weird. It feels weird.”
Linc’s nose wrinkled. “It’s not like I don’t wash them.”
“I know. It’s not about that. It’s hard to explain. I—"
“Did I hurt you?” They’d both been awkward, but Linc had done his best to be gentle.
“No.” Avery reached for him, smothering him with kisses before he curled up on Linc’s chest. “I’m making a mess of this.”
“No, you aren’t.” Linc held him close. “Tell me what you want me to do.”
“Nothing.” Avery’s voice was miserable.
Linc swallowed. “You don’t want to have sex with me?”
“No, I do!” Avery was moving again, scrambling, practically clawing at Linc’s shirt. “I totally want to have sex with you. Pretty much all the time. So much you don’t even know. I almost had to go jerk off in the office bathroom at lunch today, because I kept thinking about you and I couldn’t—” He bit his lip.
“But you don’t want my hands on your ass.”
Avery took Linc’s hand and slapped it down on one of his bare cheeks. “On, yes. In? Not so much.”
Linc nearly laughed, but Avery looked so serious. “Okay then.”
