The wetness is warm as he fucks his cum back inside of me, and I’m suddenly happy that I travel with a clean butt plug in my bag. I don’t want to lose any of my omega’s frosting as he fills me up. The two of us sound as if we’ve run a marathon, and Beckham stares at my well stretched hole as if hating the fact that he needs to pull out.
“If you reach behind you, there’s a butt plug in my bag,” I tell him, my voice hoarse. I sound every bit of the well fucked alpha that I am.
“You keep butt plugs with you?” he hisses.
“Jamie likes to wear one in class.” I chuckle. “Alaric and I sometimes take turns running a train on him before school, and then he wears a plug to remember all the delicious decisions that led to our threesome.”
“I…have no words,” he says, blushing high as he finds the plug. “You’re insane.”
“You’re really enjoying it though,” I say, yelping the next second as he pulls out of me.
“I’ll never tell,” he grumbles, pushing the plug carefully into my asshole. “How is that?”
“You’re a natural,” I tease him, standing up to get dressed. “Are you going to wipe my cum away?”
I hold a towel out for him, but he shakes his head and gets dressed.
“I like smelling like you,” he mumbles. “Will you find me?”
The unspoken rest of his question hangs between us as I finish pulling on my clothes and lift my bag to my shoulder.
“That all depends. Are you done hiding?” I ask.
“Yes and no,” he says. “I do want to get to know you all. I suggested dating to Alaric. We'll have to keep it low key during class because it’s difficult to maintain respect as an omega if I don’t.”
“I can do that,” I say, as my heart pounds in my chest.
He wants to date. That’s a far cry from him running away from us.
Leaning down, I drape my arm around his shoulder and kiss him sweetly.
“We’re out of school. Can I walk you to your car?”
Beckham stares at me as if he’s as surprised by the change in our relationship as I am.
“Yeah,” he says, watching as I pull his hood up. “I’d like that.”
I’m sure I’ll have plenty more moments of insecurity, but things feel so much better now.
CHAPTER 15
BECKHAM
Life is good. That's something I didn’t think I’d be saying anytime soon, if ever.
But it’s the truth.
I’ve been sleeping a lot better, and seeing my alphas more outside school grounds, even if it’s just small moments here and there.
They’ve asked me to come over and hang out, but I’ve declined. Not that I don’t want to, it’s that I’m still… I don’t know, afraid?
I’m a grown ass man. I shouldn’t be this scared. Least of all by men much younger than me, but I am.
It’s like I know that if I’m alone with them for too long, I’m going to sink deeper and deeper into this bond, into a relationship I’ve never had before.
I crave them every moment of every fucking day and it’s driving me crazy.
I’m afraid I’m going to let them have too much control over me and I’ll lose myself. I’m afraid that if I put too much trust in them they’re going to hurt me, take advantage of me.
